LETTER TO THE F.B.I.

To the F.B.I.


My name is Christian Corcoran Walton and I use the stage name ZEK LIGHTNING.

In 2005 I awoke in my Hollywood apartment feeling ill and drugged. I thought that I could hear every conversation from every direction for at least the distance of a city block. When I went outside I found that I was being followed by a large group of people, and the conversations I was hearing seemed to come from them…though I couldn’t always se their lips moving. I was willing to believe at the time that thee was something seriously wrong with me, though I refused to believe that what I was experiencing was anything supernatural or Para-normal.

I realized that I was being harassed by individuals who were deliberately trying to have me arrested or institutionalized while drugging my food and keeping me in a state of stress and panic.

At 3:00 am I called HUGO ARMSTRONG, my roommate from the California Institute of the arts and one of my dearest and strangest friends…who had resurfaced in my life just I had begun to perform stand up at the comedy store and audition elsewhere in Hollywood.

I told him that he needed to come get me, and that I was in trouble.


I left Los Angles with the clothes on my back.

When I arrived in Maryland (with HUGO ARMSTRONG) and went directly to the emergency room at Harford Memorial Hospital, they said I had been awake for at least four weeks.

Since that time I’ve been back to L.A. and run out of town again by the same people.

I’ve concluded allsorts of horrible things involving globalist movements within the American population and the church of scientology’s involvement with domestic spying.

Blah blah blah……

I realize that I have been through a process that many people experience without ever understanding. I am meant to believe that I have lost my mind…and the program is rigged perfectly so that anyone I attempt to explain myself to will believe just that….

But I have been blind.

When Hugo Armstrong and I were first year actors at Cal Arts….We signed up to be stunt doubles in an elaborate walk-through production of Aldus Huxley’s “A brave new world” to fulfill our first year tech requirements without having to endure some boring menial responsibility.

During our first dress rehearsal we each had to try leaping from a forty foot platform in a flesh colored body suit wearing a harness made by the costume department at Cal Arts. I tested mine.

It was horrifying…but I was up for the challenge of making the leap six times a night.

I handed the clip to Hugo, and we attached it to his harness.

Hugo leapt from the platform and his harness broke.

Hugo fell 40 feet. He was nearly paralyzed.

It was my idea for us to be stunt doubles. And what I didn’t realize at the time was the HUGO ARMSTRONG HAS ALWAYS BLAMED ME FOR THE ACCIDENT.

I now believe that we were both set up for this accident…but that I got lucky…

Anyway…you’ve received many crime tips from me…and this is the big one…because I now know that this is where it began.

I was eventually driven away from Cal arts by feelings and coincidences I didn’t understand at the time.

I have experienced what would appear to be an endless succession of bad luck since leaving the institute.

I went to New York to live with my friend in New York who got me a job with him in an east village video store. One night when he closed the store, it was robbed during the night. We were blamed and we were fired. This is one example.

Hugo Armstrong and I had become close friends…but I realize now that I was only meant to think so.

Hugo Armstrong has been exacting his revenge on me since the incident…and i didn’t realize this until last august, when I was flown back to Los angles to finish what started out as a short film and ended as a torture exercise and a stream of death threats and racist insults.

I began to realize that Hugo Armstrong had been sabotaging me since I left Cal Arts and that he was hell-bent on preventing me from doing what I was born to do, and that his purpose was to see to it that I never succeeded.

I once gave him disks from a word processor that contained important writing. He gave me the disks back saying that there was a problem and that they were erased. He later let a comment slip that indicated that he had accessed the disks. “It’s almost a book.” He said.

HUGO ARMSTRONG IS RESPONSIBLE FOR WHAT HAPPENED TO ME. HE’S RESPONSIBLE FOR LIQUID CRACK THAT WAS PUT IN MY WINE AT THE COMEDY STORE. HE’S RESPONSIBLE FOR THE ROBBERY AT THE VIDEO STORE.

He was raised in a strange Californian Religious Sect called church of religious science, which is indistinguishable from scientology in terms of it’s secret cruelty and manipulation of outsiders.

HUGO ARMSTRONG IS RESPONSIBLE FOR I’VE EXPERIENCED.

I was too close to succeeding despite his efforts.

He was never my friend, and he was so obsessed with revenge that he pretended to my friend for years.

Hugo Armstrong tried to kill me.

He is still behind things that seem like bad luck.

Combine this with my other crime tips. HUGO ARMSTRONG MUST BE INVESTIGATED AND CHARGED.

He is a dangerous person, and his apprehension will save a lot of innocent people.

His methods and resources are identical to the individuals responsible for the phenomenon written about in a Washington post cover story by Sharon Weinberger. The article is called “mindgames.”

As I’m sure you know…I did not leap to this conclusion. I’ve been reviewing facts and information for the last 3 years.

HUGO ARMSTRONG IS THE ANSWER.

HUGO ARMSTRONG IS RESPONSIBLE.

HUGO ARMSTRONG IS GUILTY.

I WILL TAKE A LIE DETECTOR TEST.

HUGO ARMSTRING HAS BEEN TRYING TO DESTROY ME EVER SINCE THE INCIDENT AT CAL ARTS.

HE HAS RECOVERED PHYSICALLY AND RECEIVED A SETTLEMENT.

HE AND HIS FRIEND DAN MARTINICO DID THIS TOGETHER WITH THE HELP OF OTHERS FROM CAL ARTS INCLUDING JOHANNA SENATORE, ERIN STEPHENSON, LINDSAY SEYFFERT, AND GUS SEYFFERT.

HUGO ARMSTRONG IS GUILTY.

HIS APPREHENSION IS THE KEY TO NOT ONLY MY OWN PERSONAL NIGHTMARE, BUT ALSO THE NIGHTMARE EXPERIENCED BY THOUSANDS OF AMERICANS SINCE AND BEFORE THE ELECTION OF 2004.

HUGO ARMSTRONG. 8794 lookout mountain Ave. Los Angles California 90046

5/22/08* These are things that were on my now delted myspace account. If you can't keep a public record of your experiences with a mind control cult thatthreatened your family and systematically destroyed your life.....what's the fucking point? Anyway....I just want to keep these things up in public so I'm posting them here in no particular order. If you notice typos and spellings in this blog forgive me...I'm in a terrible hurry. having to do this is a pain in the ass. Thanks.


I HAVEN'T SLEPT FOR A WEEK….AND I'VE JUST RETURNED FROM THE AIRPORT. HUGO ARMSTRONG AND DAN MARTINICO RECENTLY FLEW ME BACK TO L.A. TO FINISH SHOOTING "BIKE THIEF." WE WERE WORKING ON THIS FILM THE FIRST TIME I WAS FORCED TO LEAVE L.A. BY A STRANGE CULT IN 2005 AND AGAIN WHEN I RETURNED IN 2006. THE SHOOT WAS A GRUELING ORDEAL……I HAD TO RUN UP AND DOWN A MOUNTAIN IN 100 DEGREE WEATHER WEARING A HEAVY WINTER COAT…FOR MULTIPILE TAKES FOR SEVERAL DAYS. I ALSO HAD TO GRAPPLE HUGO ARMSTRONG IN THE BACKWOODS OF MOUNT WASHINGTON AND THE VALLEY. THE DIRECTOR INSISTED ON TOTAL REALISM. WE HAD TO GO AT IT. I BELIEVED IN WHAT I WAS DOING…AND WAS HAPPY TO BE GIVEN AN OPPURTUNITY TO SHOW HOW HARD I CAN WORK….AND WHAT I'M WILLING TO FACE IN ORDER TO MAKE MOVIES. IT BECAME CLEARER AND CLEARER AS THE DAYS WENT ON…..THAT THEY ACTUALLY FLEW ME BACK TO L.A…..DRESSED ME IN FILTHY CLOTHING AND MADE ME WORK MY BODY TO EXHAUSTION AND BEYOND TO HUMILIATE ME…..AND WEAR DOWN MY RESISTANCE. THERE WERE VARIOUS CLUES SCATTERED THROUGHOUT THE HOUSE WE WERE STAYING IN. IT WAS OBVIOUS TO ME FROM THE MOMENT I ARRIVED THAT DAN AND HUGO WERE THE ONES RESPONSIBLE FOR WHAT HAPPENED THE FIRST TIME.THEY ARE MEMBERS OF A DANGEROUS CULT. THE FILM WE WERE MAKING "BIKE THIEF" WAS TO BE MY INITIATION INTO THE CULT. THERE IS LITTLE OR NO DIFFERENCE BETWEEN THE CHURCH OF SCIENTOLOGY OR GLOBAL RELIGIOUS SCIENCE MINISTRIES…..AND ANYONE WHO MAKES A MOVIE IN HOLLYWOOD IS PROBABLY SUBJECTED TO THE SAME CONDITIONING. WHEN IT BECAME CLEAR THAT I WOULD NEVER JOIN THIS CULT….HUGO ARMSTRONG…..A MAN I'VE THOUGHT OF AS A BROTHER FOR THE LAST DECADE AND A HALF BEGAN TO THREATEN ME ON THE SET. HE SAID REPEATEDLY…… "I MEAN…IS MY NECK BROKEN? IS MY FAMILY DEAD? I DON'T HAVE ANY REAL PROBLEMS" HE WENT BACK AND FOURTH BETWEEN "GETTING MY NECK BROKE" AND "EVERYONE IN MY FAMILY GETTING KILLED" ALL THE WHILE I AM BEING DEPRIVED OF SLEEP AND SHARING A HOME WITH TWO GENTLEMEN WHO THREATEN TO KILL ME ON A DAILY BASIS. THERE WAS NOWHERE FOR ME TO RUN…NO ONE FOR ME TO CALL….AND FOR SOME REASON….CELL PHONES DON'T WORK IN DAN MARTINICO'S HOUSE. BY THE THIRD DAY…THEIR ANGER AND HATRED BEGAN TO MANIFEST ITSELF RACIALLY. THEY INDIRECTLY REFFERED TO ME AS A "BLACK DOG" OR A "PRIMATE IN A HAT" THROUGHOUT THE SHOOT……DEMANDING I HAVE FAITH….AND DOING THEIR DAMNDEST TO SHATTER MY SPIRIT. I KNEW THAT I WOULD HAVE TO GIVE THEM THE IMPRESSION THAT I ACCEPTED THEIR TERMS….OR THEY WOULD KILL ME BEFORE I REACHED THE AIRPORT……SO I DID GIVE THAT IMPRESSION. MY LIFE WAS THREATENED REPEATEDLY BY HUGO ARMSTRONG……WHO IS CLEARLY NO LONGER A FREE THINKING INDIVIDUAL. DAN MARTINICO SEEMS TO OWN HIS MIND….AND IT'S A DAMN SHAME. I REALIZED THAT THE LAST DECADE AND A HALF WAS AN ILLUSION. HUGO ARMSTRONG WAS NEVER MY FRIEND. HUGO ARMSTRONG RECEIVED CRITICAL PRAISE FOR HIS WORK IN A RECENT WAR DOCUMENTARY IN WHICH HE APPEARS ALONGSIDE WOODY HARRELSON AND MURIEL HEMMINGWAY. HIS VOICE CAN BE HEARD IN A RECENT ADD FOR MADDEN 08 PLAYSTATION 3 HE ALSO TEACHES AT A HOLLYWOOD PRE-SCHOOL. HE THREATENED SEVERAL TIMES TO HAVE MY NECK BROKEN AND MY FAMILY KILLED. I FIND THIS BEHAVIOUR UN-BECOMING OF ANYONE DESERVING ANY KIND OF PRAISE. HE HAS STOLEN GOBS OF INTELLECTUAL AND CREATIVE PROPERTY FROM ME…AND PROBABLY BRAINWASHED ME TO SOME DEGREE DURING THE LAST DECADE. MY LIFE WAS DESTROYED IN 2005 AND I'VE BEEN UNABLE TO RECOVER IT. HUGO ARMSTRONG AND DAN MARTINICO DID THIS TO ME. THEY HAVE VIDEOS OF MY HOME AND PICTURES OF MY FAMILY….IF ANYTHING HAPPENS TO ME OR THEM….THESE GENTLEMEN ARE THE ONE'S RESPONSIBLE. DAN MARTINICO WILL NO DOUBT RELEASE "BIKE THIEF". HE SHOULD THEN BE INVESTIGATED….AND HE AND HUGO ARMSTRONG SHOULD BE ARRESTED. I HAVE LEARNED THAT IT IS WRONG TO HAVE FAITH IN MY FELLOW MAN. I HAVE LEARNED THAT THE EVIL AT WORK IN THIS WORLD IS INCURABLE. "BIKE THIEF" IS UNDOUBTEDLY THE MOST DISTURBING SHORT FILM EVER MADE. I HAPPENED TO BE OVER WEIGHT WHEN I DONNED THE BLOOD AND *beep* CLOTHES WITH WINTER COAT IN 100 DEGREE WEATHER TO MAKE THIS FILM FOR A RACIST DIABOLOICAL ENOUGH TO PRETEND TO BE MY FRIEND FOR 15 YEARS. I AM PROUD OF MY PERFORMANCE DESPITE THESE CIRCUMSTANCES. HUGO ARMSTRONG HAS THE POWER TO BE LIKED BY ANYONE. HE IS A TRULY SOPHISTICATED BALL OF *beep* HE ALMOST KILLED HIMSELF WHEN HE REALIZED I WOULDN'T BREAK. WE KNEW WE WOULD NEVER SEE EACH OTHER AGAIN NOW THAT I KNEW. I GAVE HIM A HUG. GOODBYE ARMSTRONG. I WILL NEVER FORGIVE YOU.

5/22/08* here's my most recent e-mail to Hugo Armstrong. Considering the anger that consumes me ...sending e-mails is a fairly civilized form of retaliation:

It read "I still can't get over what a piece of shit you are in the subject header."When you would say things like "you're not white." I would just ignore you. I accepted the fact that you were a complete idiot when it came to the subject of race. I ignored the fact that Dan actually dared you to read the autobiography of malcom x. I read in high school...because my white teacher assigned it to me...do you understand....I just thought you were an idiot.I ignored this. I figured...their both idiots. They grew up with a bunch of other idiots, but they aren't necessarily bad people. I might have asked "Why do you say that?" or "What do you mean by that?"...but I already knew what you meant. You resented the fact that I was bi-racial. You needed for me to be part of a group you felt superior too because I made you feel like a nigger. That's because you are a nigger, and you couldn't stand it.What you meant by saying things like "You seem to think that your white." was that...."You're not allowed to consider yourself to be a complete American because I depend on a racist establishment to make me feel better about myself despite
the fact that I'm a loser.”
I was already an actor when you were a cracker in training.I don't have to think that I'm white...I'm black irish italian. I have 2 parents. one is black...one is white. I know and understand who and what I am...I always have. Would you say the same thing to Slash?

Would you go out of your way to convince him that he isn't white? Do you think he would give a rat damn about anything your no talent racist ass would have to say about anything!?? You're a fucking graham cracker.I wasn't even phased by your bullshit. You needed a fucking army of eaves-droppers and saboteurs to systematically destroy my life. The more you expose...the better I start to look.You on the other hand are a bald and in-effective Mitt Romney. Do you realize how patient and forgiving I've always been with you.You're the one who has to work at being white. My great Grandmother was fucking british. She still had the accent. My great grandfather was Irish. My family comes from Pittsburgh. I have black ancestors on my father’s
side who were free before the emancipation proclamation. You don't get to tell me who or what I am you pathetic piece of shit.I am more than you can imagine and more than you'll ever become. I am a complete original and I always have been. You're a dime a dozen flannel wearing racist hippie cracker piece of shit who's entire life is based on being friends with rich people. (libby whales, James Marsden', You’re his house nigger.)


Even Dan...with all his technical expertise......Can the motherfucker even write a script? Does he have any ideas at all? Does he have a story to tell....can he even fill 2 hours? Does he have any dreams or ambition? No...and neither do you.You're both losers. I don't even have to kick your ass. The four songs I've written this year alone are more than you'll ever achieve.I see your career has slowed down considerably. I'm not fooled by "political disaster" One of your co-stars touts facial expressions as one of her special talents on her resume. it's another home movie made by your loser hippie cracker mafia. My work and my achievements will destroy you. they already have. Go home nigger. You seem to think that your white. Wrong. You're a cracker....and you'll never prove otherwise for as long as you live. Go home nigger.

You’re finished.



I'VE THOUGHT OF HUGO ARMSTRONG AS A BROTHER FOR THE LAST FIFTEEN YEARS. DURING THE SHOOTING OF "BIKE THIEF"...HE REVEALED HIMSELF TO BE THE AMERICAN PSYCHO. I WOULDN'T BE THE LEAST BIT SURPRISED TO LEARN THAT CHRISTIAN BALE BASED HIS PERFORMANCE ON HUGO ARMSTRONG. RELIGIOUS SCIENCE IS A COMPLICATED MENTAL ILLNESS. IT'S POSSIBLE THAT HUGO ARMSTRONG HAS NO AWARENESS OF WHAT HE IS OR WHAT HE HAS BECOME. AFTER THREATENING TO BREAK MY NECK AND CRUELY INSULTING MY NATIONALITY FOR AN ENTIRE WEEK, HE SENT ME A A NICE LETTER AND A GIFT IN THE MAIL. IT WAS ALMOST ENOUGH TO MAKE ME FORGET THE ENTIRE WEEK, THAT'S HOW MIND CONTROL WORKS. IT'S THAT SIMPLE AND THAT EFFECTIVE. LUCKILY I WROTE EVERYTHING DOWN AS SOON AS I GOT HOME FROM THE AIRPORT. I MADE MY KNOWLEDGE PUBLIC BEFORE MNY PERCEPTION OF WHAT I HAD JUST EXPERIENCED COULD BE ALTERED BY ANYONE. HUGO ARMSTRONG IS ONE OF THE MOST LIKABLE PEOPLE IN THE WORLD. HE IS ALSO ONE OF THE WORLD'S MOST DANGEROUS PEOPLE. HE CLEARLY KNOWS A LOT AND HE HAS TAUGHT ME A LOT....BUT HE HAS STOLEN MY WORK, DESTROYED MY LIFE AND ENDANGERED THE HEALTH AND WELL BEING OF MYSELF AND MY FAMILY. HE HAS ALSO THREATENED TO HAVE THEM ALL KILLED. HE IS NOT WHAT HE APPEARS TO BE AT ALL. BEWARE. HEY *beep* YOU’RE A NO TALENT PASTY ASSED BALD *beep* WITH THE LOOK AND COUNTENANCE OF A CHILD MOLESTOR. (ESPECIALLY WITH THE BEARD.) I KNOW THIS SORT OF THING IS PERFECT FOR LOS ANGELES BASED THEATRE PROJECTS WRITTEN AND DIRECTED BY FELLOW *&&^^%***……BUT PLEASE…..STAY AWAY FROM THE FILM INDUSTRY. MIND CONTROL CULTS ARE ON THEIR WAY OUT….IT SEEMS A GIFTED YOUNG WRITER HAS BEEN TRAVELING THROUGH CYBERSPACE LIKE A MODERN DAY PAUL REVERE… “THE ASS-OUTS ARE COMING!! THE ASS-OUTS ARE COMING!!” BETTER WARN MCCDONALDS ABOUT THAT SODA SIZE THEY'RE PLANNING TO NAME AFTER YOU….(THIS IS TRUE. HE TOLD ME ABOUT IT.) THE BAD PRESS WILL SURELY CAUSE THEIR BUISNESS TO SUFFER. YOU KNOW WHO SUCKS? LIEVE SCHRIEBER. YOU’RE A POOR MAN’S LIEVE SCHRIEBER. THE ONLY OTHER ROUTE YOU CAN GO IS WILL FARRELL…AND HE HAD TO HAVE PLASTIC SURGERY TO LOOK LIKE ROBERT WUHL… I’M SORRY. I KNOW THAT THIS IS VERY BAD NEWS. HOW DOES IT FEEL? SO LISTEN *beep* I HAVE CREATED A PAPER TRAIL THAT WILL BE IMPOSSIBLE FOR YOU TO FIND….EVEN WITH ALL THE SURVEILANCE. IF ANYTHING HAPPENS TO ME…THE WORLD WILL KNOW THAT YOU’RE RESPONSIBLE. I KNOW THAT YOU CAN’T CONTROL EVERYTHING IN MY LIFE BECAUSE YOU CAN’T CONTROL ME. I KNOW YOU *beep* DON’T HAVE YOUR *beep* TOGETHER BECAUSE YOU BROKE THE FIRST RULE NEVER RUN A PROGRAM ON A TARGET YOU DON’T COMPLETELY UNDERSTAND. YOU’VE HAD A DECADE AND A HALF TO UNDERSTAND ME. YOU CAN’T…BECAUSE YOUR MIND IS INFERIOR. YOU CAN SAY THAT I’M PSYCHOTIC….BUT YOU CAN’T PROVE IT….BECAUSE IT ISN’T TRUE. “I DON’T WANT TO ARGUE” YOU SAID THROUGHOUT THE BIKE THIEF SHOOT AS YOU REPEATEDLY THREATENED TO KILL ME AND EVERYONE IN MY FAMILY…. YOU HAVE NO ARGUMENT. YOU WENT ON TO SAY THAT LIFE WAS AN ARGUMENT. THEREFORE…YOU HAVE NO LIFE. YOU DO NOT EXIST. "HOW DOES IT FEEL!!?" I sent this to the LAPD on 2/8/08: I made several calls to the Los Angeles police department in 2005 when I realized that the food in my refrigerator was poisoned. I finally got someone on the phone who gave me the number of a detective I was supposed to call that monday, but by then I was gone. I typed the detectives number onto my hard drive....which was destroyed by the time I got it back. What I tried explaining to the 911 operator , the drunk cops who finally showed up at 5922 carlton way, and the other police officer who finally showed up for the second or third 911 call I madethat who almost arrested me....was that I was being harassed by the church of scientology. I have been through hell. these last 3 years have been the worst years of my life. I recently flew back to Los Angeles to finish a short film with 2 people who gave me every hint and indication that they were responsible for what happened to me the first time. Hugo Armstrong said repeatedly throughout the shoot...."I mean.....Is my neck brocken? Is everyone in my family dead." I had given up on contacting the police because I figured by then that scientology must run the LAPD, or such situations as an incident I witnessed in 1999 in which four scientologist security guards (one was named cassidy) held a sleep deprived crying man with no shoes against his will at the celebrity centre on tamarind ave. would not be so common......But when I finally made it home...after having my life and my family's life threatened by someone I've thought of as a brother since 1994....this officer sent his image to my cell phone.....with no explanation. I'm the one who had his life threatened. I'm the one whose life was destroyed. The first thing I did when this all began in 2005 was call the police....so for the life of me I do not understand why this officer sent this image to my cell phone. I am against illegal immigration...largely due to my experiences in the 90028 zip code from 1998 through 2005. I can understand why this officer might be offended by my opinions.....But I am entitled tomy opinions....especially when i express these opinions in cinversations that would otherwise be private if not for the patriot act, the illegal domestic spying and wire tapping program etc. I did the right thing and followed the rules. I contacted mayor villaragosas office. I contacted the governors office. I sent a crime tip to the F.B.I. All I wanted was to be left alone.......So why did this officer send me his picture? He obviously wants to frighten me. Haven't I been frightened enough? I have no criminal record. I have no history of violence. I don't own any weapons and I have no interest in ever owning any weapons. I'm a black clad-bohemian art school drop out with a long and varied resume. I never made much money and I never had much money.....So why me? Who decided that I was a problem? Somewhere along the line......MY civil and consitutional rights were violated. The police are responsible for protecting my rights....So why am I being terrorized?...especially when many of the people who were directly involved had no rights themselves to even be in my country....much less harass me. When I originally called the police and explained what happened.....I said that the slightest investigation would reveal that everything I was saying is true. If a black clad bohemian art school drop out is unwelcome in southern California.....where are we supposed to live? Los Angles was my home and I want to come back to my home. It's wrong for me to have to feel like Anne Frank whenever I look outside my window and see a police cruiser. it's wrong for me to be followed by a police cruiser when I go to by a tuna sandwich from the subway on Gower and hollywood or whenever I left my apartment. I do not exaggerate when I say that such an existance is more like Nazi germany than anything America was ever meant to be. What happened to me was not only wrong.......but criminal...and when those criminals are being paid with my tax dollars....something has gone horribley wrong. I'm just a poor worn out son of a bitch. All I ever wanted was to be left alone...and the ink on the constitution is permenant. It guarantees me certain rights and protects me from being attacked harassed and poisoned by individuals from another country who've illegally invaded mine. All I want is to be left alone. I want to feel safe and happy in the privacy of my home and to know that police are there to help me....as opposed to terrorizing me. I lived in southern California for a decade. I never caused anyone any trouble or got into any trouble myself. If this violation of my basic rights and freedoms has anything to do with post 911 security measures.......they should have stopped a long time ago. I'm just an art school drop-out with an all black wardrobe. That is all. If Citizens and police officers had healthy accepting relationships......none of us would be so damn miserable. Don't the police want what I want? Bill Maher brags about smoking marijuana on television every week....are his "criminal"activities being scrutinized and investigated? Is he being tortured and harassed? Did he get this photo sent to his cell phone? Do you understand? There's no reason for this. Thanks a lot.



It’s becoming painfully clear that everyone who knew me at Cal Arts had a hand in the incident that forced me to leave Los Angeles with the clothes on my back in 2005 shortly after 2 performances in the Belly laugh room at the comedy store. My life had been such a struggle up until this point that I never got headshots or went out on auditions despite the fact that I’ve been an actor since I was child because I was always too poor to have a social life or buy a car, and I never found work that paid more than 200.00 a week. When I turned 30 I decided that enough was enough, and I went at it with all my might…auditioning wherever they would let me. I wrote an act and began performing stand up. Next thing you know my friends all start acting like the biggest *beep* the world has ever seen. I realized they were in my way so I parted company with them. This offended them. Next thing I know Hugo shows up in my life and invites me to work on a short film that involves running up and down mountains in extreme heat wearing a winter coat with no dialogue. It was not a film…it was some kind of humiliation based conditioning exercise. At this point I was hit with non consensual sleep deprivation, full on voice to skull and gang stalking. If anything happens to me or anyone in my family…Here is a list of individuals who should be questioned. E.Lindsay Seyffert Her Husband Erin Stephenson Her brother Gus Seyffert Oen Hugo Armstrong Dan Martinico (teacher at university of San Diego.) Johanna Senatore The Seyfferts actually tried to send me out of the country not too long before this happened. It was the most insulting offer of my life…they wanted me to leave my country and my entire life to go work for them in Costa Rica so they could buy a home in southern California…just after I overcame a decade long block and returned to acting. These people have destroyed my life, and in order for THE UNITED STATES OF AMERICA TO BE A CIVILIZED NATION IN A CIVILIZED WORLD…These individuals must be held accountable. An L.A.P.D. officer sent a menacing image of himself to my cell phone just after I completed shooting the short film with Hugo Armstrong and Dan Martinico. I can only imagine that any other enforcement agencies I might appeal to for help are equally corrupt and staffed with scientologists. If they are in the Whitehouse…we can best believe they are everywhere. Our nation is under attack….and in order for all of us to be safe…we have to take this seriously and acknowledge that we are in the midst of a National emergency. George Bush isn’t even looking for Bin Laden….but a black clad black/Irish Italian bohemian art school drop out like me is under twenty four hour surveillance. “and you know something’s happening….But you don’t know what it is…..Do you…Mister Jones?” Bob Dylan The American public is in danger. I’ve been at this for three years now. Please…someone….get a *beep* clue.




4/1/08* STILL TRYING TO FULLY UNDERSTAND THE PURPOSE OF THE *beep* THIS BRAINWASHED RELIGIOUS APE SUBJECTED ME TO...I SENT THIS E-MAIL TO MY FORMER FRIEND. I HOPE HE READS IT.

AND WHAT WAS THE DOGFIGHTING ALL ABOUT? BECAUSE I'M HALF BLACK...I"M SUPPOSED TO FEEL RESPONSIBLE FOR SOME STUPID ASS FOOTBALL PLAYER IN A NEWS STORY!!!!?????? RAY CHARLES AND MONKEY IN A SHRINERS CAP!!?? WHAT THE *beep* DOES THAT *beep* HAVE TO DO WITH ME!??? I DON'T KNOW ANY BLACK PEOPLE EXCEPT FOR MY FATHER.....AND HE HAS NOTHING TO DO WITH DOGFIGHTING OR MICHAEL VICK EITHER!!!! WHY DID YOU MENTION THAT SOME BLACK PERSON IN SANTA ROSA CALLED YOU A CRACKER?!! WHAT THE *beep* DID THAT HAVE TO DO WITH ANYTHING!!!?? THAT'S THE PROBLEM WITH YOUR "RELIGION"...IT'S ALL ABOUT BEATING AROUND THE BUSH AND PLAYING STUPID *beep* GAMES. THAT'S NIETHER AN EFFICIENT NOR AN ARTFUL WAY TO COMMUNICATE!! I DON'T LIKE GAMES!!!! WHAT THE *beep* WERE YOU THINKING!?? THIS IS SUPPOSED TO MAKE ME GO ALONG WITH YOUR CULT AND IT'S *beep* WORLD TAKEOVER... I REALIZE THAT YOU NUMBER IN THE MILIONS.....THAT YOU'VE BEEN AROUND YTO *beep* THINGS UP FOR ME AT LEAST SINCE THEAGE OF 25... BUT I'M A STRICT INDIVIDUALIST.....I ALREADY KNOW RIGHT FROM WRONG...I UNDERSTAND THINGS THAT YOU CAN'T FATHOM. DO YOU HAVE ANY IDEA HOW STUPID YOU AND DAN SEEMED TO ME...... *beep*...I'M HERE TO MAKE A FILM.....I"D RATHER MAKE A REAL FEATURE LENGTH FILM WITH A SCRIPT AS OPPOSED TO WASTING TIME MAKING A SHORT FILM..BUT HEY...I'M AN ACTOR...I'M HAPPY TO DO IT........BUT I'M NOT RECIEVING ANY DIRECTION...JUST ORDERD TO RUN UP AND DOWN A MOUNTAIN UNTIL I HAVE A HEART ATTACK!!?? DOES DAN EVEN WANT TO BE A FILM MAKER? WHAT WERE YOU GUYS TRYING TO MAKE SOME UNWITTING *beep* DOCUMENTARY WITH THIS AND FOOTOAGE OF ME PLAYING AROUND ON YOUR VIDEO CAMERA!!?? HOW THE *beep* WOULD ANY OF THAT *beep* ENTICE ME TO GO ALONG WITH YOU GUYS!!!?? WAS I SUPPOSED TO BE AFRAID..........WHY DON'T YOU JUST COMMUNICATE IN STRAIGHT FORWARD LANGUAGE? NOBODY'S GOT TIME FOR STUPID *beep* YOU GUYS ARE THE *beep* *beep* YOU'RE WASTING YOUR *beep* LIVES ON THIS *beep* THE MEANING OF LIFE IS WHATEVER MAKES LIFE WORTH LIVING...ANYTHING ELSE IS JUST SOMETHING THAT GETS IN THE WAY OF LIFE. LIFE IS HAPPINESS....WHY DO YOU WANT YOUR LIFE TO THE CREATION OF OTHER PEOPLES PROBLEMS...JUDGEING PEOPLE ABOUT WHAT THEY EAT AND DECIDING WHAT PEOPLE CAN AND CANNOT HAVE...WHAT KIND OF *beep* UP NEO-COMMUNIST *beep* ARE YOU ON? PEOPLE CAN HAVE WHATEVER THEY MAKE..AND WHAT THEY CAN MAKE DEPENDS ON THIER ABILITIES........WHY WOULD YOU WASTE YOUR TIME INTERFERING WITH OTHER PEOPLES DREAMS AND ABILITIES!! WHY DON'T YOU MAKE WHAT WHAT YOU WANT?!! THAT WHOLE SPEECH YOU GAVCE ABOUT HAVING THINGS EASY AND LOSING SOMETHING...THAT'S COMPLETE *beep* YOU HAVE THINGS EASY YOU CAN CHALLENGE YOURSELF...AND HOW CAN YOU SAY I HAD THINGS EASY WHEN I RODE THE *beep* BUS FOR 9 YEARS....AND THANKS TO YOU *beep* MADE MORE THAN 300.00 A WEEK?!! WHAT KIND OF CHRISTIAN SACRIFICE *beep* IS THAT!?? YOU GUYS ARE THE LAMEST PEOPLE IN THE WORLD. WHAT..WE'RE TRYING TO TELL ME TO STAY AWAY FROM WHITE PEOPLE...MY MOTHERS WHITE...HALF MY FAMILY IS WHITE...I AM HALF WHITE....I"LL GO WHERE I PLEASE AND I"LL DO WHATEVER THE *beep* I WANT...YOU GOD DAMN IDIOTS. YOU'RE JUST RELIGIOUS *beep* LIKE THE PEOPLE I'VE ALWAYS HATED....YOUR WRONG ABOUT EVERYTHING. YOU MAKE YOUR STUPIDITY OTHER PEOPLES PRROBLEM. THAT'S WRONG. THAT'S WHAT MAKES YOU A RELIGIOUS *beep* YOU DUMB *beep* YOU COULD BE ENJOYING THAT FINE GAGE BETWEEN AUDITIONS AND FEELING GOOD...BUT YOU"RE COMMITED TO THIS AWFUL SICKNESS. YOU'RE COMMITED TO STUPIDITY. YOU'RE WASTING YOUR LIFE AND *beep* UP EVERYONE ELSE'S. SPREAD THIS MESSAGE TO THE REST OF THE *beep* EVER MANY MILLIONS OF YOU THERE ARE. YOU MISINTERPRETED WATCHMEN!!!!!!! HE WASN'T SAYING THAT OZYMANDIAS'S PLAN WAS NECCESARY FOR US..OR THAT DOCTOR MANHATTAN WAS AN EXAMPLE....HE'S NOT LIKE SPOCK......HE'S AN ENERGY...YOU'RE A PERSON....AND AS LONG AS YOU SUBSCRIBE TO THIS *beep* NOT A VERY GOOD ONE.

6/15/08* sometimes the anger I experience is overwhelming. I've been wronged. My rights have ben violated...and all I can do while I wait for my Goverment to be restored and justice to be done...is type. the anger becomes overwhelming when I remeber how happy I was in Los Angeles...and I remember that the reason I'm stuck in maryland is because of a few very weak, stupid, cowardly people who are able to get away with murder and then some...not because of any talent or ability they possess...but because George Bush has damn near destroyed america. Hugo Armstrong smiles like bobby brady when in fact he's Patrick bateman. All I can do to relive the overhwhelming anger (when I have no medicine) is type. Here is the most recent e-mail I sent to him:

I know your secret....and I'm still out there. "The point" is that what you've done to me is an admition of your inferiority to me.All that I have is all that I am. i've always had it. I was born with with it. No one can steal it from me. (the following is between me and this asshole. It won't make sense to the people invading my privacy right now. We're both Star Trek fans.) Also (and this is true) I'm way more like spock than you'll ever be. Not because I'm legitimatley bi-racial and you're white trash...but because my half human side guides me wether I acknowledge it or not. That's the key to the character...and this is insight that only someone who genuinely identifies with the character could produce. He always had a concience and a human soul...no matter how much he struggled to supress his humanity. Now unlike Spock...I spent most of my time growing up with my human mother....while my vulcan father did his best to understand me and usually couldn't. I'm not ashamed to be half human. I'm proud of my human heritage. Unlike spock...I embrace it. I can't believe you and Dan were niggardly enough to think that this bullshit would change me. Was I suppose to panic on the plane going home when the guy you sent sat right next to me? Don't you understand dip-shit....I've been putting up with this shit since 2005...and I was aware of the fact that people were spying on me since 2001. I'm an expert. I know what you are. I know how you operate. In order to terrify me, you have to mystify me...and you have no mystique...because I figured out what was happening on day one. I suspected your involvement before I went back out there....but you were my friend.....so I extended faith. Church of religious science. GLobal religious science ministries. Scientology. Globalism, domestic spying. You always seemed a little older than maybe you were supposed to be. You are an acident. These are the people who sent both of us over a ledge wearing a flimsy harness. Your's broke. Mine didn't. You recovered. I didn't. You became one of them.....I didn't. California is my home. I will not let you keep me from my home. That stupid ass cop who sent his picture to my cell....he's up on the internet now. I haven't done anything wrong!! I haven't even done anything suspicious!!! Whatever bullshit set up was planned for me when I do do come home is nipped in the bud. -and I am coming home......and you better stay outta my way you little nigger bastard. I did the right thing. I called the police the minute I realized that there was a problem. He gave me evidence!!!!!!!! What a dumb shit!!!! Do you understand nigger? I'm a primate in a hat? No nigger. I'm the next president of the united states (you know what I mean). Again...just a reminder. You're a nigger, a hack, a cracker, an idiot, and an assasin. I'm still here. I know your secret.May you rot in thousand oaks for all eternity nigger.

6/15/08* I sent this to him the next morning. Still pissed off beyond belief. Still suffering from Indescribable frustration at what these people are getting away with. I remembered Hugo telling me to read a chrstmas carol for some non descript reason:

You're likening me to ebenezer scrooge?......after i rode the bus for nine years and often went for days without food (due to what i would eventually discover was the result of you baboons interfering with my life). That's the lamest thing Dickens ever wrote. Whose my nephew supposed to be?....Erin (this is why black kids should not read comic books) Stephenson? You are such a backed up jack-nigger slack jawed shit machine that you have no sight at all...and certainly no right (legal or otherwise) to do what you did to me. I don't need violence. I don't have to threaten you with physical force....but I will break you. I will destroy you. All I have to do is type. "Wasn't it me who said, there'd be a price to pay? -and I won't feel bad at all...when a hero takes a fall." The Bangles Good luck Mitt. There's still a chance wack mac'll put you on the ticket. I don't want to think about it. You make me ashamed to be white. Why don't you print this and put it on a shelf next to a vinyl L.P. of the point. Maybe then you'd understand it nigger. Under it you can keep the monkey in the shriners hat...but under that......You can replace the ray charles album with Van Morrison. You can keep the watchmen up there on the right side of the "point". It still applies.....although you clearly didn't understand it. To the individuals spying on me...I'm refering to an actual presentation I was treated 2 when I was mis-lead into flying to L.A. to help people thta I thought were friends of mine finish a short film called the "bike thief". This technique is used by individuals in mind control cults to communicate with thier victims without saying things litterally for which they can be held accountable. If I'm even half right....you're all weel aquainted with me and my account.Hugo Armstrong and Dan Martinico are guilty. I've been hounded and harassed by law enforcement since George Bush took office. I am not a threat to anyone. If you can afford to spend tax dollars making sure that I'm miserable...than you can investigate these 2 and have them brought up on charges. Yeah. I know. Amazing huh? Am I the only person in the United States outside of this conspiracy who has any idea about whats happening? I'm constantly getting threats (via vanity plates on a car driving in front of me (quiet one) or by a man sitting next to me on a plane pointing to the chapter title of his paperbaack novel (s is for silence). I don't understand the point of this at all. Who'm I going to tell? People are fucking idiots. They think I'm crazy. If you've corrupted the Goverment and law enforcement...whose going to investigate? I don't understand what you're worried about... Unless the Goverment is still intact........and ther goverment isn't in on it...and you're afraid that i might have the power to get them to listen....that I might explain what you did to me...and they might recognize the tactics you've been using...and something might get done about this. That would be nice. Get me the GiJOE team. Only Americas daring highly trained special mission force can sort this out. Are you out there...can you here me.......How could I be insane? I'm not expressing beliefs....I'm describing what was actually done to me. I'll take a lie detector test. I'll testify. That's my duty. I am an American. Isn't it your duty to look into this? If you are in on it.......than what arre you worried about? No one'.s even listening to me. Please do something about these asholes. they are everywhere.

sent this to him on 7/20/08* still pissed. Still trapped in Harford County:

(among the many tools and hints Oen Armstrong and Dan Martinico used to threaten during the period when they flew me to L.A. in the guise of a completing a short fil we began in 2005 shortly before I was forced to leave L.A. with the clothes on my back and report to an emergency room where i was told I was suffering at least four weks of sleep deprivation was the afore mantioned presentation (last e-mail)...and a set of comics books. Among them was "What if" the Silver Surfer had not betrayed Galactus. Dan and Hugo repeated the phraze "What if is the best series...with an angry tone and threatening glances throughout my stay. The message clear. Whatever cult they represent Scientology/church of religious science is GALACTUS....and I...an individual who has been unwittingly subjected to thier conditioning rituals is the Silver Surfer....weilding abilities bestowed upon by these experiences without thier consent and trying a hard as I can to turn them into the proper authorites. For me...the response to this threat was a no-brainer. I made my decision known to them at them time despite the danger I was in....because I believe in it that much. What if is not the best series. Not by a long shot. if the Silver SUrfer had not betrayed Galactus.....he would not be a legendary Marvel comics hero. Not too long after after this experience...Marvel killed off the Silver Surfer...just as they killed off Captain America. Marvel will always to belong to Stan, Jack and all the greats of the silver age. Me and Cap will be back in no time.) Jesus Christ......You really thought I'd ever listen to anyone who insisted that "What if" is the best narvel series?!! If that statement isn't a sure fire sign that the individul speaking is a lame ass piece of shit....then America lost world war 2. Fuck you. Not only that...but we're talking about a Surfer story that is at best a mockery of the combined genius of Stan the Man Lee and the late Jack Kirby. You put that shit in my face and expected me to eat it?

"what if the Silver Surfe had not betrayed Galactus!!??? (Hugo has alaso used Lord of the RIngs. In fact...he made sure he went to see all three films with me in preparation for the day I realized who he was and what awful things were happening.) -And you're not Gandalf the grey either. I thought for a while that I might be Aragorn.....and maybe I am.......but I'm Gandalf the Grey.........Grey being a combination of black and white......a transitory stage between black and white. Lucas used the same code in Star wars. Luke wears grey in empire before transitioning to Black in Jedi. Grey can go in either direction. You've been trying to seperate from my white heritage. I'm transitioning from Grey to white. Thatis our fight. You......are not Grey. You are a white man...possibley the whitest of them all. I went to see you in friendship and found that you have looked into the dark lords palantir.....that you saruman the white ( criticizing me for my love of the halfling's leaf no less have in fact abandoned "reason for madness." We know how this story turns out. Tolkien never allowed any "what if" middle earth stories. You are the evil white Wizard whose staff is broken. I think you get killed by Griima wormtongue during the scouring of the shire. I.....Gandalf the Grey....and temporarily vanquised....( forced to leave Los Angeles and toil in this right wiong military religious town) Until my ressurection and the completion of my transition from Grey to....."White."

It is I who shall board the white ship with Elrond and travel to the Grey Havens and the land beyond the sea.

It iis I have been a faithful steward (Loyal to the constitution and a dream shared by all good Americans) I resisted the entire program. I felt it start to happen....but i rejected you. I didn't join you. You guys did a lousy job. All you did was fill me with determination to mop the floor with your pathetic no vision, no talent, no clue havingnigger asses for daring to interfere with my life. I knew what I was born to do when I was child. that's why I rolled my eyes at Eva marie. That's why I spoke to Roger Henderson as though academic warning were some minor annoyance. It was. I've been through the cycle so many times before. I didn't have the patience to do it all over again. I don't care what anyone thinks. i know who I am. I know what I can do....and so do you.......and that's why you interfered....Your religious beliefs are what youused to justify your interference in my life. Therefore...what you've done CANNOT be legal....even if George Bushg is too much of a colossal fool to understand that. It's more my country than it is his. He's damn near destroyed it. Not on my watch.

You getting this people?.....You guys who are spying on me right now. Some of you must be good people who are just doing your jobs.......This is important shit. I'm not making this up. All of this is real. All of this is what you must understand in order to the job you were intended. I'm obviously smarter than the President. That's not saying much, but it's true.If you don't understand me....you don't understand shit.You can start by checking out Hugo Armstrong. He can't be too hard to find. that is all




Anyway...blah blah blah....I only have this information up in public to protect myself and my family. I have more or less finished a book and recorded four songs. The title of the book, my new album and this Blog is DAYBREAK AT BLOOM IN THE VALLEY.

I'm sorry for not being as tidy as the Huffington post.

All in due time. Thanks again for hearing me out...even if you find this impossible to believe. Sooner or later this has to come out. Sooner or later a respectable source will present his same information to you...and you may not believe it even then.

I'm supporting Barack Obama for president by the way. The Clintons are tied to Scientology. That is all.

Thanks again,

ZEK LIGHTING