SCIENTOLOGY IS A TERRORIST ORGANIZATION WORKING WITH MEXICO TO OVERTHROW AMERICA

(People who figure this out are murdered. I was lucky enough to have a friend that saved my life. I want to make it clear that I am not, nor have I ever been a scientologist. Many Anti-scientology sites are run by supposed former members. There are no former members, only varying degrees of manipulation,mind-control and life interference. Scientology is not a club. It's members are its victims. These people are positioned to intercept criticism and entirely factual horror stories that come from people like me. I was attacked for criticizing the church and for offending a large community of illegal Mexican immigrants who are housed employed, and used by them for various means. I was also in the process of writing a screenplay about a character based on a well known Scientologist Celebrity. My friend was going to star in the film and someone I went to school with was going to shoot and direct. One small scene I completed just before all hell broke loose involved my Character Paul Roam defending his involvement with a cult by stating angrily and sarcastically all the things that I suspected scientology had done to Tom Cruise. It turned out that what I wrote was more or less exactly what they do. The fact that our Government allows them to operate is troubling to say the least.)


* I update these postings on a regular basis. Pertinent information is scattered throughout. Some of it is about my ordeal in 2005 and the rest is about what I know because of my ordeal in 2005 and what I've figured out since it happened. Everything I write concerning my ordeal is true, I HAVE A CHIP INSIDE OF ME! This chip is how Scientology makes its victims think that they're hearing "Thetans". This is not fiction.* a thetan is some of hubbard's dogshit. It's the soul of a dead alien inside a human body. Scientologists don't even understand that he's dead. Pretty sure he was murdered. Someone oughtta tell Cruise about the powerful anti-psychotic medication found in his system.


Scientology is not just a goofy space religion founded by an impotent failed Sci-fi writer. It is a Para-military organization that is more dangerous and more malicious than the Mafia.(Helicopters and Technological warfare must be supplied by the Mexican army. I mention the prescence of scientology and the Mexican Army on American soil during the katrina relief effort in another posting. This situation was engineered to make Mexicans and Scientologists look like heros.)

The only people who understand this are their victims , and these people are never respectable enough for there accusations to warrant any public concern or investigation.

I am a victim, not a former member. Because I make it no secret that I despise them, I was declared a "suppressive person" when I returned to Los Angeles in 1998.

The people who tried to kill me were Mexican-scientologists, and they were terrified when my friend who'd been in Hawaii for several years answered my 3 am plea for help and came to get me.

By this time I'd already been implanted with a device that enables them to track me, and subjected to various forms of torture including non-consensual sleep deprivation, poisoning my wine backstage in the Belly laugh greenroom at THE WORLD FAMOUS COMEDY STORE and eventually attempted murder.

One of the people involved is a Mexican Scientologist named Carlos whose MYSPACE screen name is forgotten boy. (I talk about this person in the posting entitled NOT FORGOTTEN)Another conspirator is a man named Allan who lives at 5922 Carlton way in the Carlton Park Apartments in Hollywood, and yet another is a man named Vicente at 1600 Bronson. These are only the ones I know about right now.

I suspect that another person named CRAIG M.C. AND *THE DELUSIONS OF ADEQUACY is involved.

*2/4/07 this turned out to be much worse than I thought. Scroll down to the posting entitled "100 Percent sure" for the sordid details.)

*2/5/07 One of the peole involved who may have the computer know-how to hack into my MYSPACE account and tamper with my blog is MYSPACE USER: "THEIF IN THE NIGHT."


I met him at the same party CARLOS attended in 1999.* explained in the posting titled "NOT FORGOTTEN"

I heard through my chip that he was one of the original conspirators. ..


THIS MAKES SENSE!!!!!! I WAS PLAYING AN ENGLISH BUTLER AT THIS PARTY AND WAS PLAYFULLY HANDED A TELE-PHONE DURING A HILARIOUS INEBRIATED RANT IN A RIDICULOUS AND CHARACITURED ENGLISH ACCENT, I SAID SOMETHING TO THE EFFECT OF :


"AND YOU COME INTO MY COUNTRY WITH YOUR ETC."


It went on for awhile. Not only did I not realize that I was on the phone with THEIF IN THE NIGHT's ex girlfriend's brother who actually was an illegal immigrant- (who at a later point lured my friends and Carlos to a fly-by-night office in a strange building to see a "Presentation." It was reported that Carlos said the word "No." when asked what he thought of the presentation. Him saying "no" to make it look as though he didn't agree with the experience was likely part of the presentation. I'll say it again. This is Scientology. THIS-IS-WHAT-THEY-DO! They confuse and manipulate. That presentation was probably a Scientology drill. This may be the day they all became ass-holes. I wasn't there. I was living in L.A. at the time. ) ,

-But at the time I was actually making fun of people who hate foreigners. At the time I was like every other liberal. You defend people who endure persecution.THEIF IN THE NIGHT'S ex girlfriend was seriously offended. I didn't bother to apologize because I was used to being around people who understood my sense of humor as opposed to illegal immigrant Scientologists who are part of a conspiracy to overthrow the United States Of America.


Now that I see how these "immigrants" treat people who say things they don't like because they don't understand what they're actually saying, I agree with the Character portrayed in my ironic rant pertaining to the subject of illegal immigration in the UNITED STATES OF AMERICA.

We believe in freedom of speech. These good catholics tried to kill me. Hunter S.Thompson often described them as "good vicious catholics." I can now say from experience that he was absolutely right, and that these same assholes probably figured out a way to kill him and make it look as though he commited scuicide.


This is Scientology. THIS-IS-WHAT-THEY- DO.


Perhaps the Mexicans were angry about the way Oscar Zeta Acosta was depicted in his most famous novel "Fear ANd Loathing In LAS VEGAS."Perhaps he was killed because he was a Liberal who loved his country, and would've sounded the alarm when he felt it dissapearing.


*2/5/07 Holy shit! I dressed as the Benicio Del Toro film version of the Brown Buffalo for a Halloween contest at Facter Direct, where I worked as a fundraiser. Facter Direct was full of Scientologists. I didn't realize at the time how many there were. My neighbors probably didn't like my Costume/According to what I've read, Oscar Zeta Acosta would be on my side if he knew that what I've been telling everyone is the truth. He wouldn't want Mexican people to have anything to do with scientology.

The individual in charge of Facter Direct during the time of my employment was named Ed.The Scientologists began organizing thier own meetings after work. I remember one of the Rosie Odonell's screaming exitedly "Ed's speaking tonight!"

Good God. You'd think she was talking about IGGY at the EL-REY 1999.There are one or two people there that I really liked. I hope they are not Scientologists. Most people there were very hostile towards me.Megan, Teddy, and Mr.Clark were definately Scientologists.

THIEF IN THE NIGHT'S myspace profile image is the back of his head. He's from San Francisco. At one time or another he worked for Fleischman Field Research. This company may be linked to Scientology. They are a market reaearch company after all.

The L.A. Police officers who responded to my call that night may not have been real police officers, and I eventually got a detectives number from them who I was supposed to call that Monday morning, but by then I was long gone and my computer was irreparably destroyed. This could happen to anyone. It must not ever happen to anyone ever again.

Scientology must be stopped. They are a cult just like Heavens Gate, Jonestown, and the Manson Family. Manson's technique for hypnosis and mind control may have been rooted in Scientology. Scientology's body count is much higher than the Manson family's and they have unlimited financial resources and a staggering number of front companies that masquerade as Human rights organizations among other things. I'm a funny guy, but this is something that must be taken seriously by everyone. They are not a religion. They are enemies of human kind.

Scientology must be destroyed and the fact that they continue to thrive frightens me, because it makes me worry that they might have ties to our Government.* 2/5/07 Ive recently become a great deal more convinced about just how accurate that statement is. Scientology has breached our government.

It is for this reason that I am opposed to the illegal domestic spying program being conducted by the Bush administration and the Presidents refusal to share the details of this program with congress. They have a right to know and so do we. This is our country.

There was some mean old man on C-span today saying something or other about bloggers, whistle-blowing, and classified this-and-that, who described certain bloggers as crazy.Considering what Congress isn't allowed to know these days, the people he's referring to could very well be the victims of horrible atrocities that violate not only their constitutional rights, but their basic human rights as well if what happened to me is any indication. It just isn't fair to assume that anyone is crazy unless you've read all seven of their postings and you know about the mermaids and the helicopter, then at least you've got an argument.

But seriously......Carlos..you're a sad peice of shit with an intellectual capacity of zero. The reason that your amused is that I unlike you, am a professional comedian.There's an art to this sort of thing you see, and those of us who manage to achieve it often times have trouble being taken seriously by an over-populated culture of shit-monkeys who walk around all day with idiotic grins on their faces. That's you...Carlos.

"I Make people laugh! That's what I do. I'm not a scientologist, I'm just a shit-monkey. This is a joke."

No monkey. It's not a fuckin joke. Insane things happen everyday, and maybe the average person can't wrap their minds around this sort of business, and maybe the average victim of the Mexican/scientologist terrorist plot is too marginal to end up anywhere but an institution, but I remember how afraid you assholes were when my friend showed up to help me.

What were you so worried about? That I might actually remember what happened? That someone might realize that I'm telling the truth? They will eventually, because you'll never stop me.You think the F.B.I. can afford to ignore the possibility of this threat being real? The answer is no. Contrary to popular opinion, this is still the United States of America, and individuals have rights.


Maybe the "hardest working people in the world" should work on making their own country a better place to live. Why the hell are these assholes marching through the streets of America demanding rights from our government? Shouldn't they be in Mexico demanding rights from the Mexican government? Yes!

AMERICA belongs to the American people, and my generation watched President Clinton being sworn in when we were kids in High-school. Now that we're entering our 30's and are old enough to affect cultural, Social, governmental, and political change, we're being robbed. The natural growth and evolution of America has been interrupted by a suddenly overwhelming population of illegal-immigrants who are marching the streets of our nation demanding their rights! This is not your fucking country! We are a kind and hospitable nation obviously, or you wouldn't be able to get away with living here illegally. It's beginning to feel like an invasion to me. I'm beginning to feel as though my nation is being occupied by Mexico.


I've had it. This is my country that means this is my living room. When Mom and Dad get home (meaning when The Bush administration has left the Whitehouse) We need to tell them how our guests have behaved.

We need to tell them to get out!If you support illegal immigration, you agree with George Bush. We all know better than to agree with Bush I hope.

This guy's not only too fuckin dumb to make anyone believe he's actually in charge of anything, but his whole damn conspiracy was unraveled by a Hollywood Pothead.

Let's Impeach him and Cheney right away. Democrats and Republicans can agree on Colin Powell to take over until we sort this mess out right?Bush fired him. He's a national Hero. If Bush wanted him out of Government, than we need to stick his ass right back in there. He can lead our Army when Mexico and Vengeful Iraqis attack us. Big no-no to that troop surge guys. Were gonna need some G.I.s around the farm come nightfall.

You'll have to forgive me for being "so vain I probably think the c-span broadcast was about me, don't I?" But I am the victim of an unforgivable crime, which almost no-one else is capable of believing or understanding.My life would be nothing but fear and despair were it not for my determination to enjoy myself and my willingness to fight back with every drop of my liberal American blood.

I'm quite certain that the Church of Scientology is responsible for what happened to me, and they are, but considering the nature of Black-Ops tactics and all the secrets being kept from the legislative branch of the United States Government, I can't afford to rule out anyone else's involvement. *obviously I've made more connections since the time I wrote this section.

I also want to point out that it's impossible to leak classified information when you're just some civilian who isn't privy to any classified information, and that most bloggers fit that description.

I'll bet that mean old coot on C-span would be a great deal more understanding if he dared to imagine the nightmare of having a fucking Implant *( a chip inside my body) and strange new friends who talk whenever you scratch your ass.

I believe I have stumbled onto a national conspiracy involving the church of scientology and the Mexican revolutionary army, which is made up of illegal immigrants who are using scientology to take over the united states of America.

Scientology is a terrorist organization. It is the most complicated and deadly threat the united states of America has ever faced. Information concerning what to look for can be found by reading the entire contents of this blog.

I have been illegally and un-willingly implanted with a chip which allows Scientologists to track me anywhere on the globe. As an American citizen I am entitled to protection from this form of terrorism.

The scientologists declared me a "suppressive person" The moment I arrived in Hollywood in 1998. I've made them very angry over the last eight and a half years in which I've lived with their constant surveillance. This is a punishment for those who are considered fair game.

Someone believed that I was a "marginal" freak who fit the profile for the kind of person they target for torture, behavioral experimentation, poisoning, and various forms of abuse. I must prove to them that this was a horrible mistake.

I was forced to live as a loner due to Scientology's unwelcome and un-invited influence over my life, but I'm a freak that's still too much a part of the waking world to be considered "marginal." Therefore, I will not rest until the United States government recognizes the fact that Scientology is a terrorist organization and not a religion.

They should be ordered to immediately cease and desist all operations. They should be charged with fraud and have their tax exempt status withdrawn accompanied by an order to pay all back taxes owed since the 1950's until they are bankrupted out of existence.I am entitled to financial restitution and the legal right to use certain natural herbs that help me to cope with having a God damn chip in my head that was put there by a nasty cult of navy blue wearing shit-crackers.

It's blatantly obvious to everyone that I was brainwashed by the church of Scientology during my stay at my last three addresses in Hollywood and that myself and everyone in my life, including my friends and relatives have been brainwashed or psychologically coerced over a period of years to not do anything about it.What the crooked Pastor (scroll down for details) has done to effect my parents property by changing the landscape and killing the trees on our property, moving property markers, not to mention the time he erected a powerful street lamp and aimed it at our house is ridiculous and certainly not the work of any supreme being.

He doesn't hide the fact that he wants my parents land. They are working on us, by interfering with our work and our lives. They exhaust us and distract us with problems they create around us. This has taken a terrible toll on the lives of everyone I care about.There may be plants in my mother's workplace. There may be plants in my friend's social lives. We are unable to help ourselves so someone else must help us. Any organization created to help people in my situation is bought out by scientology and staffed with Scientologists. One such organization is the cult awareness network. If there is one organization that people must always be able to count on no matter how much mutual dislike and disrespect exists between its people and it's administration, it's the United States Government.

Help us. Help us please....Someone help us! We are all in great danger and my mother insists that we're safe. I can Identify Allan, Vicente, Carlos, and "Thief in the night" Scientologists often change their appearance but I would certainly know them.They are real. They are very powerful. They are a great deal more dangerous and malicious than the mafia and they have unlimited financial resources. Cost effectiveness is not an issue when it comes to inflicting means of torture.

President Bush should bring our troops out of Iraq immediately and direct their attention, along with other government agencies to dealing with this very obvious terrorist threat that almost drove me away from my country.

Something must be done or no one in the world will ever be safe. They are so unbelievably powerful that even Germany can't stop them and neither could France. What about you America?

I'm brainwashed not to do anything about this(*although I am gradually overcoming various layers of programing, brainwashing and conditioning.) and so are my parents and most of my relatives.

I used to live in Hollywood at the Shangri Lodge on Tamarind and Franklin. I used to live in an apartment building at 1600 Bronson and another at 5922 Carlton way. 90028.

There may be security video of people photographing me at the Hollywood/Vine subway station. I know I have an implant(a chip inside my body). They have been using it to create the impression of paranoid schizophrenia. *This chip is the reason that victims of Scientology believe that they are hearing thetans.

Someone has to stand up to them and stop it once and for all. Even if you walk among them, you realize as I do that everything about your life is wrong and that you are being deprived of your right to live as an individual in the United States of America, and other countries terrorized by this horrible threat. If we are truly fighting a war on terror, I know a very good place to start looking.

I'M AFRAID THAT CARLOS MIGHT COME HERE TO KILL US. HE IS A SCIENTOLOGIST. IT SAYS SO ON HIS MYSPACE PAGE.


For more details continue to read this blog.


It's ALSO POSSIBLE THAT THEY ARE RESPONSIBLE FOR THE "BELEIVE" CAMPAIGN IN BALTIMORE. FOR THOSE OF YOU WHO DON'T KNOW...IT'S A BUNCH OF SURVEILANCE CAMERAS, BLUE LIGHTS,AND MENACING ORWELLIAN SIGNS IN WHITE LETTERING THAT SAY "BELEIVE."

2 fake scientology Police officers just followed me into a WALMART. I can spot these assholes a mile away. I know what the Harford county Police wear because I met one this week. The fake cops have dingy short-sleeve police uniforms and carry weapons that are probably real. Idiots with fake badges and real guns who are actually in our country are a great deal more frightening than Saddamn Houssein. Please. Let's stand together as a nation, as a people and stop them. They want to hurt us. They are the terrorists.

1/27/07 My mother just got robbed at the same Wal-Mart a few hours ago today. Naturally she doesn't think that this could possibly be the work of the Scientologists. They're so God damned sensationalized that people can't believe that they're real. They are real. I don't know that they had anything to with us but I think that they did.

If that threatening phone call (scroll down to "NOT FORGOTTEN") is accurate than I have even more reason to think so as well as a good reason for others to take notice and ask questions. The assailant had shaggy brown hair according to the Police. Police responded almost immediately and captured this person.Strangely, they recovered my mother's purse but not her wallet.

The people at Wal-Mart say this has been going on for a few weeks. They think there's some kind of gang but they can't figure out how they operate. They are a large group of people working together, but they are not a Gang. They are the Church of Scientology, and what they can do is very frightening considering how much time they put into setting people up for certain duties and supply large numbers of people who belong to a certain nationality.

I read an article written by someone who pretended to be a German musician spending the night in the "Hotel" which is also a Scientology Celebrity Centre. He said that everyone he meant was German.I've seen black men who followed me around downtown Baltimore in this same parking lot about 50 or 60 miles east of Baltimore city. Harford county has a Black population, but these men did not live here.

One of them pretended to brandish a gun once when I pulled into the parking lot, as he stood in front of my car. I thought they were just 2 assholes.

On my way back home that evening I saw these men being arrested. That's a good sign that Scientology doesn't run the Harford County Police dept. I hope they don't, but I'm sure they'd like to.

A scientologist will deny being a Scientologist when accused of anything un-ethical or illegal, especially if the accuser has been targeted as a "suppressive person".

A "suppressive person" is considered by scientologists to be fair game. This means that they can be lied to, poisoned, framed, murdered etc.

When I figured out that Allan fat-fuck (*scroll down) had been inside my apartment and poisoned my food he came running outside his own apartment, which proves my apartment was bugged and all he could say for himself was "I don't know what you're thinkin buddy" To which I replied "That didn't even sound believable."

"No it didn't." I heard someone else say.I'm going to paste messages exchanged between myself and Carlos, the Mexican scientologist (possibly "non-staff") who initiated this whole campaign against me as well as participated in the sleep depravation torture and other forms of harassment.

Here is the message I sent to Carlos, who replaced his myspace profile image with the Bob's big boy corporate mascot after I Identified him in my posting. The caption under this image in his pics section says "Me....Animated":(this will make more sense if you first read the posting "Not Forgotten.")

YOU ARE GOING TO JAIL........FOR THE REST OF YOUR LIFE. I KNOW YOU'RE A FUCKING GANG MEMBER. I'VE NOTIFIED THE F.B.I.

I KNOW THAT YOU'RE TRYING TO STEAL MY IDENTITY BUT YOU CAN'T YOU SAD DISGUSTING FUCK!, BECAUSE I'M AN INDIVIDUAL AND YOU'RE A PEICE OF SHIT THAT WAS DUMB ENOUGH AND DESPERATE ENOUGH TO JOIN THE CHURCH OF SCIENTOLOGY.

YOU HAVE INJURED AND ENDANGERED MY CLOSE FRIENDS. YOU HAVE STOLEN MY LIFE. THERE IS OVERWHELMING EVIDENCE YOU ASSHOLE.YOU'VE EVEN GOT TATTOOS WITH WHICH YOU CAN BE IDENTIFIED.

I WILL NOT STOP UNTIL THIS IS SETTLED.

YOU GOT THE HAT ALL WRONG BY THE WAY, AND I IMAGINE YOU'RE HAVING CONSIDERABLE TROUBLE WRITING A BRILLIANT NOVEL.

KNOW WHY? BECAUSE YOU CAN'T ACTUALLY STEAL A PERSONALITY.

NOT A REAL ONE. AND WHAT KIND OF ASSHOLE STANDS OUTSIDE AN APARTMENT BUILDING THROWING SHIT AT SOMEONE'S WINDOW?

I WILL "MAKE IT STOP" FOREVER!

SCIENTOLOGY IS A TERRORIST ORGANIZATION AND SOONER OR LATER IT WILL END....AND YOU....YOU SAD DESPERATE MISERABLE ASSHOLE ARE GOING TO JAIL FOR THE REST OF YOUR SAD LIFE, AND THAT'S NOT AN ANIMATED VERSION OF YOU, THAT'S A WHITE MAN YOU DELUDED TURD.

Here is Carlos's response. Note the reoccurrence of the word "Buddy":

nice sense of humor, buddy. i'm not a scientologist. its a joke, like this whole myspace thing. notice under my occupation, it says "funny", cause thats what i do, make people laugh. you're sadly mistaken. i too hate those fuckfaces on hollywood blvd. i have to deal with them everyday. trust me, i want to fbi to take them down just as much as you. Hope your doing well otherwise and all is forgiven on my part.

carlos.


Why whould this guy tell me I had a nice sense of humor? Why would he call me buddy? I just called him a deluded little turd. The answer to this as well as other questions is that these people are both Scientologists.

Carlos and Allan know each other. Carlos and Vicente know each other. I am not an F.B.I. agent. I have no investigative resources, and unlike the church of scientology I do not have the means to keep people under surveilance or have them arrested for crimes they did not commit.

Conspiracy to commit murder is a crime. Conducting behavioral experiments on un-witting subjects is a crime.

Implanting someone with a chip is a crime and CARLOS, ALLAN, VICENTE and E.G.L. Properties are involved.

Spread the word. Ask questions. Investigate. Open your eyes. It all becomes clear as day when you have the information and the ability to focus. It does require a lot of energy, especially when you yourself have been victimized, but damned if I'm going to let this stand.

You're going to jail Carlos. You're going to jail for the rest of your life.


* 2/4/07 They're attacking my computer. Whenever I log onto Myspace my computer begins to receive infections. It reports them in a grey window that appears in the middle of the screen.

I HAVE REASON TO SUSPECT THAT MYSPACE USER "THEIF IN THE NIGHT" HAS BEEN HACKING INTO MY ACCOUNT AND TAMPERING WITH MY BLOG.

HIS MYSPACE PROFILE IMAGE IS THE BACK OF HIS HEAD, HE USED TO WORK FOR FLEISCHMAN FIELD RESEARCH* IN SAN FRANCISCO. HE CURRENTLY LIVES IN SAN FRANCISCO. HE'S A COMPUTER EXPERT. I HEARD FROM MY CHIP THAT HE WAS ONE OF THE ORIGINAL CONSPIRATORS.

I BELIEVE THAT FLIESCHMAN FIELD RESEARCH IS LINKED TO SCIENTOLOGY.

THEY HAVE TURNED TWO OF MY FRIENDS INTO SERIOUS ASSHOLES.

I'VE HAD IT. WOULD THE FEDS PLEASE GO TO SAN FRANCISCO AND ARREST HIS STUPID ASS. I CAN DRAW HIS FACE. I HIT ON HIS EX-GIRLFRIEND AT A PARTY. SHE HATED ME. SHE'S ON MYSPACE TOO.HE AND CARLOS ARE BOTH ILLEGAL IMMIGRANTS WHO PROBABLY HAVE IDENTIFICATION THAT FALSELY IDENTIFIES THEM AS AMERICANS.

CARLOS CLAIMS TO BE ONLY HALF MEXICAN. I'VE MET HIM…NO FUCKING WAY. WHAT'S THE OTHER HALF? IRISH ITALIAN?!!

*FLEISCHMAN FEILD RESEARCH:

I was videotaped and interviewed by this company or one of its clients when I took a paid survey about video games in thier Beal st. office in 1998 when I lived in SAN FRANCISCO. They have since relocated to Market street.

If you've been brainwashed or conditioned involuntarily by Scientology, You won't be able to realize this by yourself.That's what brainwashing is. Your best friend who's a scientologist won't tell you he/she is a Scientologist.They are guaranteed to be people you'd never suspect. I'd say 10 years is a safe enough cut off point. Who's come into your life in the last ten years, besides illegal immigrants and an illegal domestic spying program perpetrated by your own government which 9/11 is a commonly given excuse for?

They killed those people on some September 11th, just to set this chain of events in motion.

The KINGS HIGHWAY is a huge mistake in the making. It's a highway meant to connect the United States with Mexico and Canada. They plan to run this fucker right through KANSAS CITY MISSOURI.

You know what else they want to put in KANSAS CITY MISSOURI when they build this thing? MEXICAN GOVERNMENTAL OFFICIALS!

Hell no! It's not just that our administration is corrupt. It's not just that our President is an idiot who can't even play a smart person on television.Our Government has been breached.

How else do you explain the shit cruise we've all been on since Monica Lewinski and maybe even sooner?

Lets take a look at Linda Trip. Is she a Scientologist? *(Scientologists entered the white-house during the Clinton administration. Clinton wanted to please John Travolta who was portraying him in the film "Primary Colors". Clinton fought for Scientologists "rights" in Germany. Germany is the only country that's made any progress in the fight against Scientology. I know you had no idea what you were doing Bill, but this was the greatest mistake of the 20th century. He even named a member of his staff "Scientology point man".)


Back to Linda Tripp....

Can we link her to one of Scientology's numerous front companies? I'm I the only person in America who hasn't been brainwashed.

Natural herbs overide conditioning. They don't want you to have them.

All Government personel and Law enforcment agencies should be administered Natural Herbs.

*I'm not decribing a magic trick. You have to concentrate and you have to think. You need to have a lot of information. If you trust me, you can use the information on this blog as a guide. If you don't trust me and why would you , besides everything I'm saying making perfect sense to anyone who isn't brainwashed, you can do your own research.

9/8/08* It just occured to me…..

There’s the proof. I had it all along. I was paying too much attention to the Scientologists.

That’s all they are….TARGETS.

They used the same technology on Hubbard himself.

HOLY SHIT!!!!!!!

SCIENTOLOGY ISN”T A CULT AT ALL!!!!!!

IT’S A GOD DAMNED PROGRAM CREATED BY THE CIA!

IT’S NOTHING MORE THAN A GOVERMENT MIND CONTROL PROGRAM!!!!!!!!!!

IT’S THAT SIMPLE.

THE DETAILS ARE FOR PEOPLE WITH JOBS TO SORT OUT.

MY JOB WAS TO FIGURE IT OUT……AND EVERYONE’S JOB IS TO END IT RIGHT NOW.

THE NEXT TIME SOME LUNATIC SCREAMS AT YOU ABOUT BEING TORTURED AND HARASSED BY THE GOVERMENT……..JUST SAY…….

“I KNOW…AND I’M SORRY WE THOUGHT YOU WERE CRAZY.”

Or if anyone says….that article did nothing more than justify the paranoid delusions of sick people….you can say..

” BULLSHIT! ZEK’S GOT PICTURES.”
SCIENTOLOGY IS ONE OF MANY FUCKED UP THINGS THAT THEY ARE RESPONSIBLE FOR.

ANYONE WHO JOINS SCIENTOLOGY IS VOLUNTEERING FOR A MIND CONTROL PROGRAM.

I WAS IN MY OWN APARTMENT MINDING MY OWN BUISNESS, WANTING NOTHING TO DO WITH THEM….WHEN THEY CAME AFTER ME.

CROOKED PASTOR/ RED PICK UP TRUCK-MEXICAN/SCIENTOLOGISTS IN ABERDEEN

(On the website for the crooked Pastor's church.http://www.refugetemplecogic.org/whitley_bio he says that they must "seek out sinners and make them repent. "

Perhaps this is how he justifies illegally removing our Property markers...or having Police officers in his congregation sit in the parking lot with high beams aimed at my bedroom window.

The problem with this?

I HAVE FIRST AMENDMENT RIGHTS!!!!!!

I AM NOT A RELIGIOUS PERSON!!!!!!



WHAT I BELEIVE IS MY BUISNESS!!! I DON'T GIVE A RAT DAMN WHAT THIS SHIT-CRACKER THINKS IS A SIN!!!!!


I HAVE A RIGHT TO LIVE MY LIFE IN PEACE AND HE MUST LEAVE ME THE FUCK ALONE!!!

AN EVEN BIGGER PROBLEM IS THAT THE POLICE HE HAS HARASSING ME ARE ALLOWING HIM TO BREAK THE LAW.


YOU CANNOT ARGUE THAT HE HAS POLICE HARASSING ME AND THAT THESE POLICE WHO ARE HARASSING ME ARE ALLOWING HIM TO BREAK THE LAW...BECAUSE I HAVE PICTURES!!!!

THIS ASSHOLE HAS ABSOLUTELY NO RIGHT TO INTERFERE WITH MY LIFE IN ANY WAY..

"CONGRESS SHALL MAKE NO LAWS RESPECTING ANY ESTABLISHMENT OF RELIGION"

....WHY?....SO ASSHOLES LIKE HIM CAN'T GO AROUND FUCKING WITH PEOPLE BECAUSE THEY WON'T GO TO HIS STUPID ASS CHURCH!!!!

THE WEBSITE MAKES HIM LOOK PATERNAL AND DIVINE..HE HAS DONE EVERYTHING POSSIBLE TO DESTROY MY FAMILYS LAND...HE STOLE OUR PROPERTY MARKERS......HE'S NOT ONLY A SINNER....HE'S A FUCKING LAW BREAKER...AND THE LAW IS SOMETHING HE DOES HAVE TO OBEY.

* I LOST THE ORIGINAL DATE TO THIS POSTING. I SUSPECT THAT THIS BLOG IS OFTEN HACKED AND TAMPERED WITH:

Just a few things I want to have on public record. The day before yesterday I was pulled off of a hiking trail in Ellicott City Maryland by a Police officer who questioned and briefly detained me, but thankfully kept his hands off my balls.

The day before that a police cruiser pulled onto the property next to ours about twenty minutes after I went outside to play some jazz. Today I was pulled over on Route 40 near my home by another Police officer, who I must admit did not appear to bear me any particular resentment, but did pull me over none the less.

Just an hour ago I was exiting another hiking trail in Gunpowder state park, and damned if I didn't find the crooked Pastor from the Church in front of my parents property waiting for me….in his RED PICK UP TRUCK( Christ what a dumb shit!) who followed me down route 1 as I left.

One of the members of his congregation (he's had five or six them by now) always Parks the back of his S.U.V. at the tip of our driveway so that his massive JESUS IS LORD STICKER hangs over my family's home. The same Vehicle has another sticker that says ABERDEEN PROVING GROUNDS.

This is a military town and I'm a black-clad,Black/Irish-Italian , agnostic, Guitar playing bohemian who believes in the legalization, regulation and taxation of marijuana.

People are suffering needlessly. People are wasting their lives and living like idiots. There's no reason for it. I don't want to smoke Camel filters, I want to smoke the Ganja LA. It may even kill cancerous cells, why do the powers that be favor products that have been proven to kill as well as cause brain damage and or cancer over a substance that's never killed or directly harmed anyone.?

I'm not saying it's the answer to everyone's problems. I'm saying that it's a wonderful, wonderful herb. It doesn't even have to be smoked. If de-criminalized and regulated it could be processed and sold as vegetable dip.What's the fucking problem here?!Isn't it bad enough that Scientology is running programs on people and driving them to suicide all over the country and probably the world. Is it necessary to terrorize Willie Nelson and Tommy Chong, not to mention all the poor unknown people who share their preference, not to mention the people dying of cancer! Christ!? Bush shut down a medicinal Marijuana clinic in Los Angeles. California voted for medicinal Marijuana to be legal. These people were sick and dying!!! Just what the fuck is the problem here?? Is everyone a fucking idiot, or are the idiots just in charge?

How does an idiot get to be in charge? The answer to that question is an infinite definition of the word "evil".



Back to the crooked pastor-


What if this group of religious assholes is linked to or being manipulated by The Church Of scientology. (I elaborate on this theory in another posting. I know it's far fetched but its a question I have to ask.)

What happens when a group of sad and ignorant religious assholes have access to high tech surveillance equipment, which they are no doubt free to abuse the hell out of in W's America? Probably a nightmare like just like this one.

The fact is that in 2005 someone tortured me. Someone tapped my phone, poisoned my food and subjected me to sleep depravation torture. The folks in the emergency room and the friend who came to help me at 3:00 can attest to that.

Even if you're some brain-dead asshole that has an easier time believing that I'm a paranoid schizophrenic, this isundisputable.

(They came after me again when I returned to Los Angeles in 2006. A Mexican knocked on my door and offered to clean my carpet after a strange conversation in which he also offered cable installation and a few other things I didn't understand. He also asked strange questions and touched my chest at some point. I was un-characteristically personable because I thought he was a new neighbor satisfying his curiosity. He was fucking with me. I found out later that people who believe they've been implanted with chips claim that people are always showing up offering to clean their carpets. I don't know the connection, but I do know what I've been through, and most of it's here in this blog. I'll include more things as I remember them, and as I figure out how best to explain them to people who may have trouble imagining that any of this could be true. It is,)The Church of scientology does use sleep deprivation, wire-tapping, surveillance, hypnosis and mind control….but so do lots other groups. Like the fraudulently elected President, or Crooked preachers with military personnel in their congregations. (This loser's had at least four or five since we've been here.)

Jesus Christ. People have no choice but to believe that I'm insane because things I now know to be true are much too frightening for anyone to bear. So be it. But just in case a group of religious assholes and unscrupulous military personnel are responsible for what I've already been through or planning anything new for me. I've got it all written down.

I want to point out again what a dumb shit the crooked Pastor is. I saw his dumb ass in the same new BRIGHT RED PICK UP TRUCK he parks in front of our house every damn day. I'm halfway through the week and I've been under the gun of 3 cops who were surprisingly un-cruel to me.

Okay….so I'm fairly certain these guys have cops on me, but who else. Have I been reported to the F.B.I. as a potential terrorist threat?

That would explain the Helicopters that have ruined everyday of my life for the last 10 years and the sea of white vans that seems to swarm around me whenever I take to the road.



For good or ill I am an American with Grandfathers and uncles that served in wars and fought for rights and had there land stolen and their spirits crushed.

Somehow I still got to be here, and I'm always going to be here. It isn't right for me to have my entire life taken away from me without the people responsible paying the consequences.

SINCE I POSTED THIS BLOG THE BRIGHT RED PICK UP TRUCK HAS BEEN ABSENT, THOUGH THE RED TOP REMAINS ON THE PASTOR'S PROPERTY. HE SEEMS TO BE IN SOME SORT OF TROUBLE. I BELEIVE I WAS MORE CORRECT THAN I ORIGINALLY ASSUMED. I THINK THAT THIS ENTIRE CONGRATION HAS BEEN WATCHING ME AND MY FAMILY FOR QUITE SOME TIME. THE CONNECTION BETWEEN THIS, THE MEXICANS AND SCIENTOLOGISTS IS ONLY A LOGICAL SUSPICION CONSIDERING WHAT I'VE EXPERIENCED DURING THESE LAST 2 YEARS.

I just heard that the Pastor's gone out of town for a while to visit relatives. I'd like to take this opportunity to call bull-shit on that. He isn't VISITING a motherfucker. He's running and hiding, and well he should. Getting this?

1/24/07 Pastor Shitley replaced the bright red pick-up truck (which undoubtedly showed up on the surveillance footage of Belair road the day of the incident) with another red pick-up truck some time ago. This new truck has a different top which is currently attached. The top to the original truck is still outside beside our driveway. Damn shame. His other truck was much nicer. It must've cost a half a years worth of collection plates.

These assholes are still following me and calling police whenever I leave the house in the hopes of catching me in the act of committing a crime. They also have people in the parking lot at all sorts of odd hours watching our home.

Amateur spying is a crime I believe. So is fraud. I don't think this is really even a Christian Church. I don't believe in organized religion, but even Christian's behave better than these shit-crackers.

It may seem far fetched(it isn't. This Scientology. This-is-what-they-do.) to imagine that the Church of Scientology moved into this area almost a decade ago, and brainwashed the Pastor who in turn brainwashed members of his many congregations, but these people are behaving very similarly to the Mexicans/Scientologists in Los Angeles, only they don't have keys to my home. (not that I know of anyway)

Also, the Hostile Mexicans who appeared very suddenly in this neighborhood seem to have left our street since I posted the Blog called "NOT FORGOTTEN." They may be hiding. Hopefully someone figured out what they were up to and made them leave. If this is true, then there's at least one other person alive who can prove that I'm no crack-pot.

I'll bet pastor Shitley knows where they are.This is one of many reasons that comic book culture is superior to organized religion. I'm sick of these ass-holes. Isn't there a civic organization of some kind that can crawl up their asses?

Hope they're ready for judgment day.



Galactus is coming.

2/4/07 *Theres a strange SUV with tinted windows in the crooked Pastors church parking lot. It's parked behind a tree and faces our house.It's not one of the crooked Pastors many vehicles, and its been there for several days. Several times during the night I hear its doors open and close, and as I passed it coming back from breakfast this moring, I could make out a sillhouette inside. I'd like to believe that these are feds protecting me. I can't afford to belive that. I hope so. We need to wrap this up. I've lost 10 years and I want my life back.

2/5/07* They must really be afraid of Galactus. Since I posted this one I haven't seen the crooked pastor or any of his many vehicles.


JUST SENT THIS TO THE FEDS...4/8/08

-And I want it to be up in public for my own protection:

Alright gentlemen.....I completely understand if you think I'm some coo-koo...but right now i am being deliberatley harassed by 2 cars sitting in the parking lot of the church in front of my house. They are aiming thier high beams directly at my bedroom window.
I went outside and asked them to stop...and another car pulled right down into my driveway...at which point I got in y car and turned on the engine....causeing them to back out of my driveway again.
With my high beams on Ipulled in fron of the 2 cars....that were obviously aiming high beams at my window to torture me...and they appear to be goverment plates
SA 0272 and SA 0270
Now I don't know if these guys are M.P.'s, Local FBI or POLICE DETECTIVES......But they have crossed the line.
I am an American citizen. I have no criminal record. i've never done anything to hurt anyone...and these people are deliberatley driving me into a rage in the hope that I will do something stupid....which I won't do.
Fun is Fun....But this is abuse.
The pastor of the church is named pastor Whitley. Among other crimes..he has removed my family's property markers, and my parents don't seem to understand how serious this is..
So there's one crime he's commited....zero crimes I've committed.
I'm in my own house minding my own buisness...these assholes are sitting in a parking lot....aiming high beams at my window.
This guy has removed our property markers.
One of us is right...and one of us is wrong.
I have a right to sit in my own house and not be harassed.
So...in case these are your guys......I rspectfully request you have them back off and stop harasing me.....I've had a very stresful 3 years and I don't need the aggravation.



JUNE 21st 2007

I was in the shower when I heard a vicious pounding on the front door at about 9:30. the dogs were barking and I realized no one was home to answer the door…so I got out of the shower , dripping wet…and found a Harford county sheriff's department cruiser parked in our driveway and a somewhat Mexican looking black female officer standing outside our front door.

She was somewhat plump and her hair was short wavy and grey.

She was here to serve a summons to my mother who as I've written elsewhere was robbed in a walmart store.

My grandmothers poodle ran out side.

The officer raised her arms and said she was allergic so I somehow got the little pain in the ass to come back inside.

I said I could take the summons for my mother…she said she had to give it to her.

I said that she wasn't here.


The policer got back in her cruiser and drove away……..or so I thought……….I went to take the dog out and I SAW her cruiser parked in front of the crooked pastors Church.

…….and this same police officer chatting it up with the crooked pastor….


I go back to work trying to get our new washing machine set up…..when I hear the dog barking again.

The police officer is again in our drive way aggressively honking the horn.

I go outside to see what the trouble is now…..and the Cop is pissed.


She says again "I need to serve a summons to Christine Walton."


I say "she's not back yet."

Now the somewhat Mexican looking plump wavy grey haired black female cop is somewhat irate.

"Now you're saying she's not here.!"

"I told you she wasn't here"

"No you you said she was here…and I'm going to write in my book that she refused service"

I said "She's not refusing anything…she isn't here"

The cop says "You said she was here and I've been waiting. She said she would get in touch with me."

A. I know exactly what I said. My memory for conversations is almost verbatim.

B. you weren't out here waiting. If you thought I told you that my mother was home you would have waited in our driveway instead of driving away and stopping to chat with the crooked pastor before coming back to start shit with me….which is already something very suspicious.
Already…this officer is lying and deliberately trying to make me angry

C. My mother isn't here because she's at the hospital with my father who's suffered a fucking stroke……probably caused by the people harassing me who this fucking cop is probably in league with.

D. If I should have any future run-ins with this plump wavy grey haired somewhat Mexican looking black police officer from the Harford county sheriffs department…I will have this information ready and available to be taken into account.


MY MOTHER GOT ROBBED! WHY THE FUCK IS THIS COP COMING DOWN HERE TO START SHIT WITH ME!!


BECAUSE I AM A TARGETED INDIVIDUAL….AND MY ENEMIES ARE A SWARM OF STUPIDITY AND EVIL.

THIS OFFICER TOLD 2 LIES.


I DIDN'T SAY THAT MY MOTHER WAS HOME AND SHE DIDN'T THINK THAT I DID BECAUSE IF SHE THOUGHT THAT I SAID SHE WOULDN'T HAVE DRIVEN OFF. THIS OFFICER WAS LYING.

YOU WEREN'T HERE WAITING YOU WERE TALKING TO THE CROOKED PASTOR…WHO I ALSO SAW YOU TALKING TO THE DAY YOU SERVED THE LAST SUMMONS….OBVIOUSLY HE'S YOUR BUDDY. I THINK HE'S BEHIND THE ROBERRY. HE DID MOVE OUR PROPERTY MARKERS….THAT'S ILLEGAL….ASK YOUR BUDDY ABOUT THAT SHIT…..ANYWAY…YOU WEREN:T WAITING IN OUR DRIVE WAY…..YOU DROVE OFF AND HUNG OUT IN THE CHURCH PARKING LOT……YOU WERE LYING.
I HAVE NO IDEA WHAT OTHER SHIT THESE PEOPLE ARE GOING TO PULL.

I ALREADY HAVE A PARENT IN THE HOSPITAL…….BUT DON'T EXPECT TO GET AWAY WITH ANYTHING BY LYING TO ME.


THIS COP IS A LIAR…AND IF SHE AND THE CROOKED PASTOR TRY CAUSING ANY PROBLEM FOR ME……..I WANT THIS INFORMATION TO BE TAKEN INTO ACCOUNT BY WHATEVER IS LEFT OF MY COUNTRY AND MY GOD DAMN RIGHTS!

FUCK YOU!


11/14/07* IN A RECENT CNN.COM ARTICLE, IT WAS REVEALED THAT MANY CHRISTIAN PASTORS EMBRACE SCIENTOLOGY…OFTEN IN LOW INCOME URBAN AREAS.
AS WE ALL KNOW…….URBAN MEANS BLACK.


I'VE BEEN SAYING FOR THE LAST 2 YEARS THAT THE BLACK CHURCH ON THE HILL ABOVE MY FAMILIES HOME HAS BEEN OVER RUN BY THE CHURCH OF SCIENTOLOGY BEFORE I WAS EVEN AWARE OF THIS ARTICLE.


THE PASTOR IS A BLACK MAN NAMED PASTOR WHITLEY, WHOSE BEVHAVIOUR HAS BEEN IDENTICAL TO THE SCIENTOLOGISTS WHO DROVE ME OUT OF LOS ANGELES IN 2005.


WHAT PEOPLE DON'T REALIZE IS THAT SCIENTOLOGY IS ACTUALY JUST ALESTAIR CROWLEYS CHURCH OF SATAN WITH A TACKY SCI –FI BENT ADDED BY L.RON HUBBARD WHO TOOK OVER THE ORGANIZATION AFTER CROWLEYS DEATH AND BROUGHT THE OPERATION TO AMERICA.


FORGET ABOUT SATAN. I'M NOT RELIGIOUS. I DON'T BELIEVE IN SATAN. WHAT THIS "RELIGION ACTUALLY IS JUST HYPNOSIS, MIND-CONTROL, AND BRAINWASHING.


IT DOES INCORPARATE LOTS OF TRUTHS AND SOME IT HAS TO BE USEFUL IN ORDER FOR IT TO BE A SUCCESFUL SCAM……BUT ULTIMATELY YOUR LIFE WILL BE DAMAGED AND YOUR MENTAL AND PSYCHOLOGICAL WELL BEING WILL BE DESTROYED.


SCIENTOLOGY IS NOT WHAT IT APPEARS TO BE. IT IS A PARA-MILITARY ORGANIZATION WITH SURVEILANCE CAPABILITY BEYOND BELIEF AND THE FREEDOM TO OPERATE ABOVE THE LAW.


COMBINE THIS WITH THE FACT THAT SCIENTOLOGISTS BECOME AS EMOTIONALY DETACHED AS AUTOMATED ANSWERING SERVICES AND YOU SEE WHY THIS IS A PROBLEM.


I'VE BEEN DEALING WITH THIS SHIT FOR THE LAST 2 YEARS!

NO ONE AFFECTED BY THE PHENOMENON COVERED BY SHARON WEINBERGER IN THE WASHINGPOST ARTICLE MINDGAMES (I'M ONE SUCH INDIVIDUAL) HAS ANY IDEA HOW THIS HAPPENED TO THEM OR WHO IS RESPONSIBLE.


I KNOW WHO IS RESPONSIBLE. THIS GUY USES HIS CONGRAGATION TO TORTURE AND HARASS ME AND HAS ALTERED THE LANDSCAPE ON HIS OWN PROPERTY TO DESTROY MY PARENTS PROPERTY IN THE HOPE THAT HE WILL AQUIRE THE PROPERTY FOR THE LOWEST MARKET PRICE.


THIS SHIT HAS GOT TO BE STOPPED. SCIENTOLOGISTS ARE ABLE TO OPERATE BECAUSE THEY HAVE ALREADY INFILTRATED GOVERNMENT AND EDUCATION.

THEY ARE EVERYWHERE.

THIS IS FASCINATING STUFF, BUT IT'S ALSO TRUE…IT'S VERY VERY TRUE!

-AND SOMETHING MUST BE DONE!


THIS MOTHERFUCKER'S RIGHT ABOVE MY HOME…..I'VE BEEN REPORTING ON WHAT HE'S DONE TO MYSELF AND MY FAMILY FOR THE LAST 2 AND A HALF YEARS.


I'VE EXPLAINED WHAT SCIENTOLOGY IS AND WHY THEY ARE AFTER ME.


SOMEONE MUST BE READING THIS. I KNOW THEY ARE!
YOU MOTHERFUCKER! YOU CHEAP DESPERATE SHADY ASS SHIT-CRACKIN MONKEY FUCK!!


DON'T YOU UNDERSTAND THAT YOU NO LONGER HAVE CONTROL!


THE DANGER IS IMMEDIATE!

THE FACTS ARE IMPORTANT!

I CAN'T WAIT UNTIL I'VE FINISHED A BOOK!

PEOPLE NEED TO KNOW THIS NOW.

MAYBE THEY JUST DON'T GET IT YET.


THEY'VE ALREADY GIVEN ME A MRSA STAPH INFECTION (THE ONLY REPORTED CASE IN HARFORD COUNTY MARYLAND. IT JUST HAPPENS TO BE ME. IS THIS A COINCIDENCE? FUCK NO!!)


I SURVIVED IT (MY FOOT IS STILL SWOLEN AND WARM WITH FEVER)


IF YOU REALLY WANT TO STOP ME FROM WRITING A BOOK….YOU'LL HAVE TO KILL ME….AND YOU CAN'T KILL ME…

SO YOU CAN'T BEAT ME.


SCIENTOLOGY DRILLS ARE OFTEN DISGUISED AS PYRAMID SCHEMES AND BUISINESS OPPIRTUNITIES.


JUST A FEW WEEKS AGO…THE CROOKED PASTOR LURED MY FATHER INTO HIS CHURCH TO BE AN AUDIENCE MEMBER FOR A PRESENTATION ABOUT SELLING HEALTH FOOD.


IT'S ALREADY FUCKED UP THAT MY FATHER IS EVEN FRIENDLY WITH SOMEONE WHO FOLLOWS HIS SON AROUND AND DOES EVERYTHING POSSIBLE TO DESTROY OUR PROPERTY WITHOUT BEING HELD RESPONSIBLE…..BUT GOD KNOWS WHAT THAT PRESENTATION DID TO MY FATHER.


MY PARENTS CAN'T UNDERSTAND ANY OF THIS AND IT PISSES ME OFF.


I AM SURROUNDED BY ZOMBIES.

MY LIFE IS IDENTICAL TO AN INVASION OF THE BODY SNATCHERS SCENARIO.


I'M SICK OF IT!!!!

IS THERE ANYTHING LEFT OF AMERICA!!!

ARE WE GONNA LET THIS SHIT GO ON!!!

RIGHT NOW IT'S JUST MY PROBLEM!


YOU HAVE THE LUXURY OF DISMISSING ME AS A PARANOID SCHIZOPHRENIC……


BUT I'VE GOT A RECORD OF ALL OF THIS NOW……AND AS THE YEARS ADVANCE YOU'RE GOING TO FIND OUT HOW TRUE THIS IS….UNLESS YOU GET HIP IMMEDIATLEY AND SPREAD THE WORD!!!

-UNLESS YOU GET ANGRY!!!

-UNLES YOU CHALLENGE THE MEDIA!!

THOSE PEOPLE HECKLING BILL MAHER HAD THE RIGHT IDEA!


I DON'T BELIEVE IN VIOLENCE……EVEN WHEN PEOPLE ARE DELIBERATLEY TRYING TO DRIVE ME TO VIOLENCE….BECAUSE THE MOMENT YOU COMMIT AN ACT OF VIOLENCE…………YOU LOSE.


NOTHING WILL EVER STOP ME.


THE CROOKED PASTOR SHALL AWAKEN IN HELL.


THE BLACK CHRISTIAN MINISTERS WHO ARE FALLING FOR SCIENTOLOGY AND READING HUBBARD'S TEXT TO THIER CONGREGATIONS ARE THE BIGGEST IDIOTS IN THE WORLD.

DON'T BE A FUCKING IDIOT GOD DAMNIT!!!!

WE CANNOT AFFORD IT RIGHT NOW!!!!!!

NO ONE CAN!!!

IF YOU'RE PASTOR IS INTO THIS SHIT.......QUIT!!!!!

GO SOMEHWERE ELSE!

GO GET A BIBLE AND BE YOUR OWN PASTOR..

BUT PLEASE....DON'T BE A PART OF THIS!!

WHEN YOU SEE THAT SHIT YOU NEED TO RUN FOR YOUR LIVES!

AND THEN....YOU NEED TO MARCH FOURTH!



8/11/08*

My mother’s car recently broke down for no reason. The locals are getting involved..including the crooked pastor.

My parents are incapable of understanding who or what he is. Whenever I try to warn them they become upset.

I am in an extremely vulnerable position right now.

These people are planning to do god knows what to my mothers car.

They want to get close to my father for no good reason. Just tryong to nip it in the bud. That is all.



9/16/08*

Okay…….. so my mom’s car suddenly breaks down.

When the tow truck deposits it at the tip of the driveway, a bunch of low life goons, Aberdeen weirdoes, and the crooked pastor show up to get involved.

I can see that one of these people is some weirdo we caught hanging out in our front yard while taking Madison out about a year ago. I wasn’t very friendly to this person.

I already know what’s next.

The crooked Pastor introduces my father to a fucked up homeless crackhead named Allan.

Allan says he can fix the car.

I try to get my dad to take it to a shop and he becomes enraged.

The days go by and Allan hasn’t fixed the car.

My father tries to justify the waste of time by explaining to me how much money he’s saving and how he’s learning what isn’t wrong with the car.

I wake up the next day to find that my father and Allan are in the yard working on lawn mowers.

I think…”THE CAR’S FIXED.”

No.



The car isn’t fixed.

Allan couldn’t fix the car so he took my father to meet 'peanut.'

Peanut works at a garage around the corner.

He’s a mechanic. He can fix it…and because he’s Allan’s good friend. he’s going to work on it outside of the shop.

Now there’s one freak coming here everyday to work on the car…and another working on lawn mowers. (None of which were successfully repaired.)


Everyday my father gives them both money.

The next day I wake UP and head for the shower to find that Allan…some fucked up weirdo off the street is in our house on my dad’s computer.



I’m pissed because my mom has my car.

I’m Stuck in this god damn swamp and becoming really depressed.

Everyday Peanut says he’s got it…then he’s wrong…then it’s something else.

Days go by. Weeks go by.

My mother takes my car. I sit here.

Peanut and Allan order my father around and he pays them,

It’s fucking ridiculous.



My Mom says It’s been a few weeks? It’s been 1 month plus one and a half weeks.

The car has been sitting there.

They are dragging this out to torture me……..because I’m the only person in this house that understands who they are and what they are doing, yet I have no control over the situation.

They are enjoying this.


.
Even today…..he showed up, didn’t touch the car, left, said he’d be back…and didn’t come back.

The engine is in pieces. Even if my dad got hip we couldn’t take it to a shop.

This is just a torture exercise.

This is what I’ve been dealing with since I was forced to leave my home with the clothes on my back and come here.

The only reason it’s possible for them to do this….is that everyone insists that I am insane despite mounting evidence of what has now become so obvious that you’d have to be brainwashed not to notice it.

The pastor is not merely a rude neighbor. When I say I was followed by him and members of his congregation…I’m not exaggerating and I didn’t imagine it..


THAT PASTOR IS DANGEROUS!

THE PEOPLE WORKING ON THE CAR ARE DANGEROUS.

MY PARENTS STILL DON’T GET IT!!!!

THEY CANNOT THINK!!!

THEY UNDERSTAND NOTHING!!!

I AM MORE FRUSTRATED WITH THEIR DENIAL OF THE SITUATION THAT ALL OF US ARE IN RIGHT NOW THAN ANYTHING I’VE EVER ENCOUNTERED.

I’M NOT ASKING THEM TO ACCEPT IT ALL AT ONCE.

I’M NOT EXPECTING THEM TO BELIEVE ALL OF IT….BUT WHY CAN’T THEY BELIEVE JUST ENOUGH OF IT TO KNOW BETTER THAN TO TRUST ANY OF THESE JUNKYARD GOLLUMN MUTANTS HOVERING AROUND OUR PROPERTY?

THE CAR WILL NEVER BE FIXED BY THESE INDIVIDUALS.

THE ENGINE IS IN PIECES.

MAYBE IF I POST THIS ONLINE THEY’LL HAVE TO FIX IT.

I’M PRETTY SURE THAT MY EFFORTS IN THIS DEPARTMENT ARE THE ONLY REASON MYSELF AND MY FAMILYARE STILL ALIVE RIGHT NOW.

AS LONG AS THEY INSIST THAT I’M MENTALLY ILL,

THEY WILL NEVER BE SMART ENOUGH TO DEFEND THEMSELVES.


9/28/08*

THE CAR IS STILL NOT FIXED....AND PEANUT (THE FUCKING NIGGER WHO FLEECED MY BRAINWASHED FATHER) STILL HAS NOT EVEN KEPT HIS WORD TO PUT THE ENGINE BACK TOGETHER.

PEANUT IS A TALL THIN AFRICAN AMERICAN MALE.

THERE'S NOTHING I CAN DO ABOUT THIS.


MY FATHER IS BRAINWASHED AND MY FAMILY DOESN'T GIVE A SHIT.

I'M LEAVING THIS UP IN CASE THERE IS ANY JUSTICE...IF 'PEANUT' HAS ANY PROBLEM BEING CALLED A NIGGER...HE CAN COME DOWN HERE AND EXPLAIN TO ME WHY HE ISN'T ONE.

IF YOU WEREN'T A LOW-LIFE SCUMMING NIGGER 'PEANUT'...YOU WOULD HAVE DONE THE WORK MY FATHER PAYED YOU FOR......FIXED MY MOMS CAR AND BEEN ON YOUR WAY.

THE ENGINE OVERHEATED. IT WASN'T THE BELT...IT WASN'T THE SENSOR...OKAY...SHE BLEW A GASKET....

YOU'RE A MEHANCIC.....WHY CAN'T YOU FIX IT?

BECAUSE YOU'RE NOT TRYING TO.

YOU'RE ANOTHER GOD DAMN NIGGER INVOVLED WITH THIS ATTEMPT TO HURT MY FAMILY AND DISRUPT OUR LIVES....AND THE ONLY REASON YOU'RE ABLE TO DO THIS...IS THAT MY PARENTS CAN'T IMAGINE ANYONE BEING SO TERRIBLE.

I'M NOT LIKE MY PARENTS........I'M HALF BLACK....BUT I KNOW A NIGGER WHEN I SEE ONE....AND NIGGERS LIKE PEANUT HAVE DONE SO MUCH HARM THAT I OFFER NO APOLOGY....I HATE NIGGERS.

I'M HALF BLACK AND THEY HAVE MADE ME INTO A FUCKING RACIST.

THAT'S WHAT YOU ARE 'PEANUT' YOU'RE A GOD DAMN NIGGER.....AND YES.....BECAUSE OF WHAT YOU'RE DOING TO MY FATHER...I MUST AGREE WITH MICHAEL RICHARDS AND SAY THAT YOU DESERVE TO BE HANGING FROM A TREE WITH A FORK IN YOUR NIGGER ASS.


10/03/08* "Peanut" did arrive days after this last entry to put the engine back together. that was nice of him. Unfortunately the car will not start. He fleeced my dad and did not fix the car.

I offer no Apololgy to him or Pastor Whitley, the most disgusting nigger I've ever encountered.


10/03/08*My dad finally got the car to start. Peanut, Allan, Nigger Whitley...... Don't ever come near my home or bother my family ever again. I won't forget a God damn thing. I won't let anything get by me.

10/03/08* CAR IMEDIATELY BROKE DOWN. IT NOW HAS PROBLEMS THAT DIDN'T EXIST BEFORE. I KNEW IMEDIATLEY WHEN I SAW NIGGERS IN THE DRIVEWAY, THAT THIS WOULD BE THE CASE.

12/18/08* The car still isn't fixed. The guy atthe shop said it would be ready saturday, then sunday, then monday, then tuesday, then wendsday, then today...and I'm not holding my fucking breath. The nigger called peanut who was sent into our driveway by the nigger called pastor Whitley...fucked my Moms car up deliberately...just like I said he would....and it still isn't fixed....and It just so haapens that my car is currently undriveable...and won't be until well after Christmas. I hate niggers. I will despise niggers for the rest of my life. I will never trust anigger...and I'll be careful about trusting AfricanAmericans who look, sound, or seem like they might even know a niiger. Pastor Whitley of the Refuge Temple churchof god in christ at 114 Spesutia avenue has guaranteed that i will hate niggers for the rest of my life.

3/29/09* Car was finally returned after a ridiculous amount of time in what may or not be an actual repair shop. My parents were pbviously taken. We were obviously sabotaged. I'm the only one here with any clue about what's actually taken place.

OBVIOUSLY, NOT EVERYONE OF AFRICAN AMERICAN DECENT SHOULD BE CONSIDERED A NIGGER, BUT WHITLEY, PEANUT, ALLAN, AND ANY NUMBER OF INDIVUDUALS I'VE ENCOUNTERED SINCE BEING FORCED TO LIVE HERE HAVE DEMONSTRATED TO ME THAT THAT NIGGERS ARE VERY REAL.

NEVER TRUST A NIGGER. IF YOU'RE INSTINCTS SUGGEST THAT THE SMILING ASS BAFFOON DESRTROYING YOUR PROPERTY AND HAVING YOU FOLLOWED BY THE NIGGERS IN HIS BULLSHIT RELIGIOUS CONGREGATION IS A NIGGER.....TRUST THAT INSTINCT.

I HATE NIGGERS MORE THAN ANYONE, BECAUSE I NOW KNOW THAT THERE ARE LIVING NIGGERS IN AMERICA, WHO BY THIER ACTIONS AND THIER EFFECT ON THE WORLD AROUND THEM...JUSTIFY ANY NUMBER OF LAWN JOCKEYS IN THE FRONT YARDS AND DESKS OF THE MOST DESPICABLE RACIST ASSHOLES OF THE WHITE AMERICAN POPULATION.

WHITLEY.......YOU ARE A NIGGER.

YOU HAVE PROVEN THIS TO ME AND TO YOURSELF FOR ALL TIME.

LET THERE BE NO DOUBT THAT HIS CHURCH IS A NIGGER CHURCH, AND HE IS THE WORST KIND OF HOUSE NIGGER TO THE BUSH ADMINISTRATION AND MODERN AMERICAN FACISM.

PATOR WHITELY...OF THE REFUGE TEMPLE ON SPESUTIA ROAD IS THE MOST DISGUSTING NIGGER IN THE UNITED STATES OF AMERICA.

THAT IS ALL.

I'm 100 percent sure......

-that the People who tried to kill me and ran me out of Los Angeles twice in one year are Scientologists. The Church of Scientology pays an obsessive amount of attention to outside observers. Anyone ever catch themselves being filmed by them with some sort of camera?
Anyone out there been living near one of their celebrity Centers for a while?

There are many cases in Germany of real estate companies owned by Scientologists abusing and torturing their tenants in ways very similar to the way in which I was harassed. Germany has declared an Alert and has been struggling in the court system for years. It's Common Knowledge that Bill Clinton defended them (in Germany) only to influence John Travolta's depiction of him in the film Primary colors.

I Beleive that the real estate company "E.G.L.PROPERTIES" , who owned my apartment building, both of them, both of the Buildings I was forced to Leave, are Scientologists. The first one was Carlton Park Apartments 5922 Carlton way 90028, The second one is on Lexington just above Santa Monica Blvd 3 Blocks east or west of Van Ness, Somewhere in the 5600s on the right side of the street heading east.

I want to make it clear that my life has been permanently damaged by my experience this year, along with my mind. I'm also pretty sure that the Church of Scientology is Manipulating, Employing, Housing, torturing, abusing, and doing God knows what to thousands if not millions of Illegal Immigrants throughout Southern California.

I began to feel recently that I was being bombarded with Aural signals and panic after I sent an E-mail to E.G.L. PROPERTIES in which I informed them of my suspicion. Weather this is the result of some sort of conditioning or brainwashing done to me during my tenancy at 5922 Carlton way Apartment #207 where my bed was just below a window on a public Balcony that was always filled with people standing around for unexplained reasons, or if there actually is some kind of chip in my head or all of the above is the enigma.

(since writing this I've become more certain that I was implanted with a chip. When I returned to L.A. in 2006, the Scientologists were waiting at the Marina when I moved in. They could follow me anywhere. The chip would explain how they were able to track me, not to mention the snatches of conversation I sometimes "pick up" One bit of conversation stated that David Miscavige has a contract out on my life. I have no choice but to act as if these words are true.)

I didn't create this urban legend during my flight from L.A. I found out recently that there's a name for people who believe they've been implanted with chips. I.M.P.s or Implanted mind people. There's a father and son from California who were Russian immigrants, The son was implanted first, and then the father, According to their story this was done to them because the CIA suspected them of being K.G.B. spies. Another such individual was a man in San Francisco arrested for trying to buy Drugs, who believed that this was done to him in an attempt to control the Drug trade. It's easy for me to get confused about things in a post 911 America where everyone knows that the President's spying on them, weather or not they've managed to anger and offend a dangerous cult that gets away with murder, and I mean this literally folks, because they seem so damn silly that most people could care less about them.


You'd care a lot if you'd been with me in my apartment that night in September when I pounded on the glass and screamed at the top of my lungs, or if you'd seen the man I saw in 2000 outside The Tamarind Ave. Church of Scientology Celebrity Centre, A man in a white T-shirt who was obviously suffering from several weeks of sleep depravation, crying, screaming at the top of lungs, as he brandished a red brick in his right hand, trying to defend himself against 4 scientologist security guards who surrounded him. Cassidy was among them. He was trying to get away and they wouldn't let him. It seemed so normal to me that I did absolutely nothing about it. I don't remember whether or not this happened before or after they found tenants dead body a few doors down from mine in my sleeper-unit at the Shangri-lodge. I'm pretty sure this was 1999 but it might have been 2000.

My friend's brother was kissing Beck's* ass for awhile. I consider this to be extremely relevant because this same brother said "They got him." when his sister mentioned how she hadn't seen me in a while. When she asked what he meant, he answered "Scientologists."(this was a couple of years ago) *Beck is an Assinine Scientologist musician

It may be worth mentioning (and I sure hope it isn't) that I once hit on his younger sister and on another occasion sent an angry e-mail to his older sister after we had a personal falling out. People can get pretty angry, especially when they have access to private conversations and e-mails.

Beck is a scientologist. If her brother has had any dealings with BECK, and he has, than I'm pretty sure he's had dealings with Scientologists. Since Scientology is all about mind control and power, he may have been deeply affected by them without even noticing.

I know for a fact that he once had a roommate who was a Scientologist. This guy told me that L.Ron Hubbard had "done so many great things for the world" and tried to get me to read a new age self-help book that must've been published after Hubbard's death, because I don't remember seeing his name on it. I'm pretty sure that this "Brother" is the real life inspiration for "Silas" on the Showtime series "Weeds." The relationship between him and sister who may have inspired Mary Louise Parker's character was simply changed from brother and sister to mother and son.

I'll go you one better. In 2002 or 2003 I received an absurdly unflattering review of my "Album Mirrors to Heaven and Back Again." I defend my work elsewhere in these postings, that's not the point.


The review came from something called DELUSIONS OF ADEQUACY reviews. This review has been up for a long time and has changed repeatedly over the years despite the fact that the C.D. was released so long ago. The first version of this review would make it too obvious that it came from the scientologists. It accused me of being on crack when if anything the album needed some crack to help me work despite the sleep depravation I was enduring. I sound like I can barely stand up, yet I managed to record that music. Anyway, this review was strange, inaccurate, and mean spirited.


My friend, who was possibly the basis for "Nancy Botwin" of "WEEDS" has a new friend. His name is CRAIG MC and the DELUSIONS OF ADEQUACY. He seems to be staring me down from his profile image. The Scientologists are very angry with me right now and rightly so. They want to relax but they can't get rid of me and everything seems to backfire.

*2/4/07 This situation is worse than I thought. He's not only a close friend of "Nancy"s, but she considers him part of her family. He's also dating "Nancy"s younger sister, who I fell embarasingly in love with around the time of her wedding. If this DELUSIONS OF ADEQUACY is the author of this strange review I recieved in 2002, and he has to be, than this would all be an extraordinary coincidence unless of course I'm absolutley right.

The only thing extraordinary at work here is how disgusting Scientology is. The silliness and idiocy are a part of its veneer. These things I've been telling you are the reasons for secrecy and mystique. The facts are not as romantic as the mystique, but in this case they happen to be just as extraordinary. I remember the name Craig appearing on an early version of this review.

"Nancy Botwin"s brother "silas" is in a band with this person.

I can't prove anything of course, but I can see a Polaroid developing. I'm going to shake the hell out of it.

My friend didn't think anything of her brother's comments, obviously, since she mentioned it to me. No one ever does. That's how they get away with this shit!

Is anyone friends with a fucking detective, Does anyone's uncle work for the office of homeland security, and would somebody with respectability and a voice that matters worth a damn in this world please look into this shit! Good God,


Just imagine how tragic it would be for me to be right about everything while the world ignored me. I figured out what was being done to me, and the people doing it tried to kill me. Everyone in that fucking building 5922 Carlton Way knows that Alan broke into my apartment and tried to poison me. It's a fucking fact. Does anyone know Alan? Does anyone Know anyone that lives there? Does anyone know anyone that lives in a building owned by E.G.L. Properties, they've got a dozen different names, but if you live in Hollywood, Look for the signs, Do your neighbors ever go to work? Do you come home to find that two locks on the front door are locked when you only locked one? It's possible that you're being fucked with as I've been fucked with.

Typically cults and sects and any kind of fucked up organization that hypnotizes, Brainwashes, or "Coerces" people doesn't run the same program on more than one person to prevent camaraderie among targets.

I've visited sights run by other so called I.M.P.'s and these are very disturbing people. I think there's a good reason they're too disturbed to make sense to anyone.

One individual I ran across has been talking to Jesus to cope with the voices in head. Let's say this guy was telling the truth about being implanted. Who'd believe him?
Not me, and I was screaming about Scientologists putting a chip in my head all the way to the emergency room. I didn't calm down till I had them X-ray me to prove there was nothing there. I never saw the x-ray, I'm afraid to ask for it now. I had never heard of I.M.P.s. How the hell did I go so very suddenly from being an eccentric but loveable Art-school drop-out/Hollywood Pot-head to having anything in common with this group?

I recognize all of these things. I remember everything that ever happens to me.

Scientology:

You've messed with the wrong person. DO you understand?! You're going to have to fucking kill me! I'll never give this up. I'll never forget. Someday someone who isn't Ethnic, unusual, or immediately dismissed as an insane person by friends, family, Authorities, or anyone will prompt an investigation. The world will find out what you've done to me. I will have justice. You know I'm coming back to L.A. Right, You gonna be waiting for me at a fucking Tommy Burger? You gonna arrange an Accident in front of me and have a Cop find meth emphatamine you intend to plant somewhere? Fuck you!

This is what happens all the time. Truth is stranger than fiction. That's a well known cliché. Sometimes truth is even stranger than bad fiction. Sometimes reality is mind-blowing.

I'll say it Again, Talk to Alan. If you want a description of the fat fuck read the rest of my postings. For Christ's sake would somebody, would one person please wake the fuck up and recognize the terrible things that happen around you.


Ask questions. Think. Struggle to think. Fight the current that prompts you to do otherwise. It's strong. This is still America. No one has the right to do what was done to me at Carlton Park APARTMENTS at 5922 CARLTON WAY by the church of scientology.

If anything happens to me, the people who read this blog had better believe it was no accident, it was no suicide, it was no coincidence. These people tried to kill me. They've run me out of L.A. twice. I'm going back to L.A. Because it had truly become my home, and no one's going to take that from me while I'm Alive.

L.Ron HUBBARD was a failed sci-fi writer who also happened to be impotent. If you're impotent the least you could do would be to create brilliant science fiction. This guy was just shit. His books are all shit. His followers are idiots who've allowed themselves to become brainwashed and owned.

That's right...JENNA ELFMAN is a fucking idiot. Kirstie Alley is gone. Janeane Garofalo is gone. The celebrity Camel people are more ignorant about scientology than anyone on the outside.


The church has complete control over everything that they are allowed to know as well as everything they believe and understand.
Maybe they figure it out eventually but by that point their minds are camel property.

Anyone ever talked to Beck?


He doesn't have much to say does he?


I've always hated that asshole.


Tom Cruise was getting hard for them to control, but they've taken care of that shit haven't they. Does no one wonder why the President does nothing about this? Why hasn't the F.B.I or the C.I.A done anything about this? These bastards have files on Ice-T but they allow this shit to go on.

Putting up with the Mafia is one thing, but the American people do not deserve to have their lives affected by the workings of this sickness in anyway. SHUT DOWN SCIENTOLOGY. FIGHT SCIENTOLOGY. CHALLENGE SCIENTOLOGY. QUESTION SCIENTOLOGY. Forget the damn celebrities and take a good hard look.

I miss Sinatra

NOT FORGOTTEN

I suddenly remembered a brief encounter from 2000/2001. I was in my apartment at 1600 Bronson. I heard the noise of tiny objects being thrown at my window. I looked outside. A very thin Hispanic male in a white tank top with a shaven head, glasses and a moustache was standing outside smiling and hoping to start a friendly conversation with me. I'm a very private person and was certainly in no mood to be bothered by some stranger throwing things at my window.

(he had met me years ago at a party in frisco. He seemed like a nice enough guy but I had forgotten all about him. Hence his screen name. This was his attempt to enter my world the same way he and others entered the lives of my friends in the Bay area and elsewhere. This is not bizzare and I'm not paranoid. This is Scientology. This-is-what-they-do. This is why they are dangerous.)

He asked a few questions about the manager that I couldn't answer and then another question I didn't quite understand, to which I rudely answered "No! This is my apartment!" At which point the young man stormed off yelling "He don't like Mexicans!" (not true) I soon began to feel hounded and harassed by everyone in the neighborhood, until I eventually had no choice but to assume they were all a bunch of miserable assholes.

Is this where my troubles began? Does this young man know exactly what happened to me a block away at Carlton Park Apartments in 2005 and again at a building owned by the same company on Lexington Ave. in 2006?

I'm just some insane conspiracy theorist but I have to wonder. I wonder how that guy would look without the moustache, the glasses and all of his hair grown back.

I wonder if this guys down with Vicente the meatball thief.*

*(Vicente is an illegal immigrant who kept a key to my apartment whenhe lost his job as an apartment manager. He was drunk and shirtless when I met him. I don't hold that against him, but he was the first Mexican I ever noticed following me around. No sooner had I moved into the apartment building, he was pressuring me to get him a job. He followed me to the store I worked in and cornered me on the sales floor. I had no Idea who the hell he was. I only got to know who he was because of repeated run ins such as this one. On another such occasion, he corneren me at the mailbox demanding to know where I worked, in spanish no less. I wouldn't tell him.)

I wonder if this guy's part of "THE MEXICAN REVOLUTIONARY ARMY." Is that what all those people meant when they yelled "He has no Idea what he's uncovered?" They kept saying

"He gone blow the whistle on scientology!" Was that intended to confuse me or were they all that stupid.


Is there a link between the Church of Scientology and The MEXICAN REVOLUTIONARY ARMY?

It's a small neighborhood.

Did an entire neighborhood GANG*(Carlos is a gang member.) up on me because some asshole went around telling everyone I hated Mexicans?

I think I could probably guess this guys name if I had to. I think it starts with a C.....CARLOS!...That's it! What a FORGOTTEN BOY! *His MYSPACE SCREEN NAME IS FORGOTTEN BOY

I don't know the extent of your involvement Holmes, but you know something and I remember everything. Especially the fact that whoever poisoned me and tortured me with sleep deprivation tried to kill me and destroyed my life.

Some of my close friends don't seem quite like themselves these days, and the first thing I said to "Superman" when he came to rescue me was "These people were trying to brainwash me!"

Come to think of it, There have been lots of hostile Mexicans in Aberdeen lately. Were those folks at cactus willies part of your GANG? Just how big is your Army? I hope I didn't just blow your whole damn shit.

You want to explain yourself Holmes, or should I just go ahead and email my concerns to the CITY OF LOS ANGELES OFFICE OF THE MAYOR?

Remember the Mexican Rockabilly revolution that began in 2001? That was Mexico’s attempt to marry themselves to American cultural history. They literally ripped off Elvis’s hair and wore it on their own heads like toupees. They were young Mexicans in the 2000’s imitating white people from the fifties who were imitating black people. That goes for Elvis, Jerry-Lee-Lewis, Bill Clinton, Buddy Holly. Rock-a-billy is an American Art form. It didn’t come from Mexico, and these people did not come from America. Rock-n-roll is still the blues. The blues and Jazz are American art forms that were created by Black Americans, who had to overcome slavery by the way.

The Mexicans stole these things from white America with no respect and no regard for the actual history.

Their recent history is not real history. It’s an ignorant cartoon recreation of our own history. It’s a program. It’s all one big program.

That’s why Carlos wants us to think he’s the Bob’s Big Boy. This is why he claims to be half Mexican. If I see pictures of his Caucasian father or mother, if yours truly is in fact the model, I will laugh my ass off. It’s bullshit. This is an attack on American soil. We are being invaded. We are under attack. This is Scientology. This-is-what-they-do!

I’ve had enough of this bullshit. I want my government back. I want my country back. I want my friends back. I want my women back. I want my life back, and you shit-monkeys owe me a decade plus interest. Get out! Get the fuck out of my country right now!

1/24/07 I received what may have been a threatening phone call this morning from (323)-296-3362.

I'll admit that the message was slurry, so I'm only 98% sure that what I heard was "You're going to war with me now......There's blood." in a Mexican accent.


If I drew any blood by typing this Blog, than I drew blood that would have otherwise been my own. I didn't ask for any blood, but:

KISS MY ASS. THAT BIG-EARRED VENTRILOQUIST DUMMY (YOU SHITS ENGINEERED?) TO SIT IN THE WHITE-HOUSE AND WAGE WAR IN IRAQ WHILE YOU INVADE THE UNITED STATES AND BRAINWASH ITS CITIZENS UNTIL YOU'VE MADE THE COUNTRY A GLOBALIST CONCENTRATION CAMP FOR ANYONE SHOWING SIGNS OF INDIVIDUALITY WILL NOT BE IN OFFICE MUCH LONGER.

YOU ARE AN ARMY OF RELIGIOUS FASCISTS MASQUERADING AS AN OPPRESSED MINORITY AT THE EXPENSE OF AMERICA'S WELL-BEING. YOU BROKE INTO MY APARTMENT, TORTURED ME, POISONED MY FOOD, DESTROYED MY LIFE AND TRIED TO KILL ME. YOU THRIVE ON THE BLOOD OF A WOUNDED NATION. YOU FIRED A GOD-DAMN CHIP INTO MY BODY!!! THIS IS THE VERY THREAT THAT IMMIGRATION LAWS WERE DESIGNED TO PROTECT US FROM.


THESE ARE NOT IMMIGRANTS. AN IMMIGRANT IS SOMEONE WHO CROSSES AN OCEAN MAYBE, LEARNS A LANGUAGE, STANDS IN LINE, FILLS OUT FORMS, READS A FEW DOCUMENTS, AND EVENTUALLY TAKES A CITIZENSHIP TEST.
THESE PEOPLE ARE NOT IMMIGRANTS. THESE ARE MEXICANS WHO SNUCK ACROSS THE BORDER BY THE MILLIONS DURING THE LAST 20 YEARS AND DECIDED THAT THIS IS THEIR COUNTRY. FROM MY EXPERIENCE THEY HAVE NO INTEREST IN OR CONCEPT OF AMERICAN CIVILZATION. THEIR PLAN IS TO MOVE IN, OVER-POPULATE AND DRIVE US AWAY UNTIL WE, UNTIL AMERICA, IS GONE.

I'M A LIBERAL FROM THE P.E. AND ANTHRAXX GENERATION. I WOULD MUCH RATHER BITCH ABOUT MY COUNTRY AND CRITISCIZE ITS HYPOCRACIES THAN DEFEND IT WITH WORDS THAT SOUND AS HATEFUL AS THOSE OF A NAZI-TELE-VANGELIST. I WOULD RATHER DEFEND MEXICAN-AMERICANS FROM BEING DISCRIMINATED AGAINST BECAUSE OF THEIR NATIONALITY BY THEIR OWN GOVERNMENT THAN FIGHT THIS INVASION. IT'S MY COUNTRY AND I HAVE THE RIGHT TO DO EITHER. I'M PROUD OF THAT. I'M GRATEFUL FOR THAT RIGHT.
I DON'T WAN'T ANYONE'S BLOOD. GET THE FUCK OUT OF MY COUNTRY AND TAKE THE "STAFF" SCIENTOLOGISTS WITH YOU SHIT-MONKEY! DON'T EVER THREATEN ME AGAIN.


If the call turns out to be from a harmless Tamale vendor with a wrong number, I apologize.

2/1/07 when I lived at the Shangri Lodge I had a copy of the Iggy and the Stooges album: Raw Power. I listened to "Search and Destroy" everyday while I excorcised and fought the sickness around me. Forgotten boy comes from the lyrics of this song, which is very popular mind you, but none the less.

2/1/07 I also accused Carlos of trying to steal my personality. What I mean is that these Mexican/scientologist/Globalists have been studying me and imitating me so that they can enter the lives of my friends, and ultimately replace me. My crew has been tight since 1990. It would take a lot to break us apart like this. It would have to be done over a period of years, and that's exactly what they've been trying to do. I'll tell you something else. Ours is not an isolated incident. I don't how many targets exist or how many targets survive, but these bastards are everywhere.

Not all of them are mexican.

They have surrounded all of my freinds except "Bronston Pinchot" who is such a recluse that

they can't get near him. He beieves me.

* El-VEZ was a hero to most but he never meant shit to me, cause he's part of a plot to destroy us whatever he says. Motherfuck him and George Lopez!


9/29/08*

Oh good God.

I’m not religious. I don’t believe that Jesus Christ was anything more than a hipster Jewish aristocrat…

But right now….I’m asking for help from the Gods.

Because this God damn shit-monkey is on myspace right now…on a page created by someone who was once one of my best friendS, now brainwashed and brain-dead…posting a fucking joke he stole from the onion…making fun of paranoid schizophrenia…in the midst of a situation where George W. bush… the worst President in the history of the United states…

….is using psychological warfare to cause innocent people to be diagnosed with paranoid schizophrenia in order to control information and insure secrecy….

the same President who allows shit monkeys like this asshole…to cross the border by the millions and violate the civil rights of good Americans like myself ……next to the joke he stole from the onion…he writes…’this reminded me of you know who. ‘(meaning me.)

This motherfucker is a piece of shit gang member who along with Vicente the meatball thief and all the other shitmonkeys who tortured my ass for seven years (though I never ratted anyone out to immigration or even complained to the Arabs who own the fucking building about Vicente using his maintenance key to come into my apartment and steal food from my fucking refrigerator) has helped the scientologists to destroy my life…AND HE'S grinning right now…..exploiting the failure of Bush/cheney to protect the American people…

after Alberto Gonzales has resigned in disgrace…and Antonio Villarogasa has handed Los Angeles over to the Mexican Mafia…is right there in my fucking face…grinning.

I’ve engaged this person. I’ve proven that he is fact a complete fucking idiot with nothing original or even interesting to say. He’s completely full of shit. He belongs in jail. He belongs in Mexico.


I love Greek and Norse mythology…and I’m not unfamiliar with Egyptian mythology……


So any one...if any of you Gods are real…please….strike this shit monkey dead.!!!!!

Thor, Poseidon, All Mighty Zeus, Great Odin the all father, anyone….

Hey whatever you want….I’ll go to the supermarket and buy you a sacrifice….I’ll give you a fucking turkey, a ham, some king crab legs……You can even have my absinthe

Anything…please…..strike this shit-monkey dead!!!

Destroy him. Smear his crumbled remains along the walk of fame…and let justice be served.

My government has failed me. My friends have failed me. I’ve lost all faith in humankind….There is no justice to this shit monkey’s continued existence….

Please…Oh please….let him die violently and painfully.

Remove him from this world….for I am but a humble mortal with no capacity for murder…..but I will do my best to serve the gods….

If you please…. strike this shit-monkey dead. Please!

Galactus…you may transform me with your power cosmic so that I might seek out new worlds for you to devour…if only you will smite this retarded idiot shit-monkey, who’s very existence is an insult to all that is true ,great and even decent…

Please smite this retarded dip-shit grinning monkey motherfucker….so that goodness may endure….and mankind continue its evolution.

Rid the world of this shit-monkey…and I shall be your champion.

Smite this shit-monkey…for I haven’t the legal right to do so myself….but we are all to be better served when this shit monkey is destroyed.

I call upon the Gods!

I dare thee to make thy presence known…or I shall replace thee with my own greatness…and shame thee with my radiant light…..

This shit-monkey must be destroyed…or in his stead I shall destroy the very stars and rid the world of Gods forever…..

If you do not serve thee now…..and destroy this god damn piece of shit.

Fuck you Carlos.

You pathetic idiot piece of shit! The onion’s comedy writers thank you for your patronage…but what the fuck have you got to say for yourself!??

Nothing……because you’re a fucking idiot!

All you can possibly do is copy this and paste it onto your page saying…

”Hee hee luke at what dis intelligent creative person say about meeee! I got no sheeett tu say for mysellllllf…because I am devoid of thought and intelligence. Hee-heeeeee! I make people laugh….dat’s what I do!”

Motherfucker you jacked a routine from Jeff fucking fox-worthy…and you just might be a shit-monkey!

So shut the fuck up. Unless you can prove that you aren’t the dumbest motherfucker who ever lived.

Shut the fuck up!...unless you can think of a way to shut me the fuck up…that doesn’t involve material written by professionals….that you read for other people like fucking Jay Leno.

Shut the fuck up. You pathetic brain dead piece of shit.

I mean it…anyone……I’m desperate….you don’t even have to be a God….I’ll take whatever I can get……orko….snarf…..fucking papa smurf…you’re a fucking scientist right?…….Destroy this fucking shit monkey…….so that the people may live and be free.

Destroy this fucking shit-monkey….for my leaders are incompetent assholes…and I know who he is.

He has never tasted justice.

Destroy this shit-monkey….so that goodness may endure.


That is all.

*this guy uses the screen name 'sonic forgotten boy'....despite not knowing what 'sonic' means.

I offer no apology for my hatred of this person. I've got 24 HOUR Surveilance up my ass despite having no criminal record....yet life is grand for this peice of shit Gang member...because the Mexican mafia has that much power.

You see that fucking cop up there...he sent his image to my cell phone for no reason and with no explanation!

Fuck you!!! You know why I'm not afraid of you officer shitmonkey?!!

Because I haven't fucking done anything!!!!!!

-And by trying to frighten me with your badge...you have expressed your intention to abuse your authority and violate my rights....which you are not allowed to do!!!!

Fuck you!!!

If you ever touch me....If you ever give me any fucking trouble....I'll have a god damn public record of your implied threat...and your ass will be charged!!!!

You dumb motherfucker! Why on earth would you send evidence of a God damn mexican mafia controlled police force to my fucking cell phone?

I'll answer for you...you're fucking stupid!

So fuck you! I'm not afraid of your stupid ass. I've read the constitution. I know what my rights are...and you can kiss my black/Irish-british-french-italian ass you piece of shit coward motherfucker...look at those stupid ass sunglasses.....dumb motherfucker.

SCIENTOLOGISTS IMPERSONATE FEDERAL AGENTS

SCIENTOLOGISTS SOMETIMES IMPERSONATE FEDERAL AGENTS AND POLICE. I SUSPECT THAT THEY'VE BEEN DOING THIS SORT OF THING IN THIS NEIGHBORHOOD FOR QUITE SOME TIME. I BELEIVE THAT THEY HAVE ENTERED MY FAMILY'S HOME ON ONE OCCASION WHEN I WAS IN CALIFORNIA. THEY CAN BEAT THE HELL OUT OF ME ALL THEY WAN'T BUT THEY'VE TAKEN YEARS OFF THE LIFESPAN OF MY UNBELIVABLE SAINT OF A MOTHER WITH ALL THE STRESS THEY'VE INFLICTED. I'M SAYING THIS NOW. THERE GOING TO TRY SOMETHING.)


I just walked outside (it's nighttime) and noticed a tiny red light dot within 2 or 3 hundred feet on the left and right sides of our property, on the left side oddly, the tiny red light dot is visible through an area where lots and lots of Trees were cut down for no reason.
Phone rang a couple of hours ago. No one on the line. Star 69 callback #1 201 242 3771


1/25/07 I mention elsewhere in this Blog that I believe that I have been implanted with a chip that enables scientologists (in my case they were) not only to track me anywhere on the globe, but to fire sound directly into my brain and even read my thoughts to a certain degree my gauging my reactions to certain words or experiences.

This is why victims of scientology believe that their bodies are inhabited by thetans. They are bombarded with voices transmitted directly into their skulls. These people usually kill themselves when they reach their breaking point. Scientology has been pushing me to my breaking point for many years. I believe that my suicide attempt at the Shangri lodge was brought about by scientologists who put me into a trance whenever I went to sleep and did whatever they wanted to me.

The very private neighbor who ended up dead (referenced elsewhere in these postings) was probably victimized by the same practice. There were Police on the scene when the body finally stank so much that one of the niacin advocating scientologists around me called the police. They may have been scientologists or Police owned by scientology.

This is something that could be confirmed. Sooner or later the world will see that I've been telling the truth. When I talk about the President, Globalization, or whatever connection my ordeal may have to a larger movement is speculative, but when I talk about what happened to me and who was responsible, I'm telling the facts.

I speculate because the people who did this to me were worried. I speculate because I know that there is such a connection to such a movement. It's possible that Scientology itself is just a front for something larger and more sinister.

They believe that satan is the real hero of the bible story and that he must destroy Christ. The Mexicans haven't reached this OT LEVEL yet, so they don't realize that by the time they receive that information they won't be such good catholics anymore. One of the reasons I was attacked was for playing "sympathy for the devil" on easter Sunday. It was my way of celebrating separation of church and state.

Speaking of which, any scientologists in any level of Governmental or civic employment must be removed from office immediately. My concerns about scientology's ties to our government came very suddenly alive when I remembered that Sonny Bono was a senator. That should never happen.

They are not a religion and none of this makes any rational sense because were dealing with a large group of people who are brainwashed. If brainwashed is not the correct word than join me in my search for a better one.


Scientologists are altered. They have been tampered with. This concept is not something that only exists in fiction where it belongs. It's real. It was done to me.


I have a strong intuition that both Mel Gibson and Michael Richards were set up by scientology to lose their tempers and expose their naked racism. It's possible that scientology has brainwashed me and altered my mind so that I would hate the illegal immigrant population.


It's impossible not to confuse what I've been saying with racism. I am frustrated beyond belief and I'm angry at the people who did this to me. I feel it is beneath me to cite examples that support my claim of not being an actual racist according to its classic definition. At this time I offer no apology and no forgiveness. I'm telling the truth and I'm allowed to feel however I must until this business is finished, and it will be finished, because nothing will ever stop me.
I urge everyone to do their own research. I found out that there's a name for people who believe this. They are called I.M.P.s.(IMPLANTED MIND PEOPLE) and most of them are as frightening to me as I'm sure I am to the average person.


If this belief is the product of any kind of Psychosis I will be greatly relieved. I've read that it's nearly impossible to detect or remove these chips. Bullshit. The people who developed this technology can detect it. The people conducting these experiments on prisoners, mental patients, homo-sexuals, and Pot-smoking Cal-Arts drop-outs all over the world must be able to detect it. The people who sold this technology to the scientologists must know something about it. Sooner or later someone will have to talk.

Weather the chip exists or not is less important than the fact these people, myself included, were unwitting subjects of behavioral experimentation. These people are usually killed or unfairly diagnosed as paranoid-schizophrenics. I don't how long these experiments have been going on. I don't know that scientology is the starting point. I do know that these experiments are real and that these people are telling the truth.

I may be the most respectable I.M.P on the planet, because I have not been diagnosed as a paranoid schizophrenic and scientology's attempts to kill and/or recruit me were un-successful. Also, I've managed to hold onto 3 close friends. That has to be a record.


Look at what Bush and Cheney aren't telling congress about domestic spying. Did the scientologists get it from our Government? Can Halliburton answer any of my questions? Does the Government work with scientology the way past administrations have worked with the mafia? Compared to Scientology, the Mafia is a utility company. Terrible things are happening in our world, and they can all be stopped by knowledge and information. Seek information. Ask questions. Ignore advertisements.


We don't have to live in a clichéd post apocalypse devoid of personal liberty. I tell you this:

I don't think it's a coincidence, that the 911 terrorist attack, the Mexican invasion, domestic spying, high cost of Gasoline, THE KINGS HIGHWAY (big fucking mistake. Read all about it,) and Scientologists trying to kill me and almost succeeding all happened during the term of the absolute worst administration the united states of America has ever seen.


These are not just conservatives. These are not merely fellow Americans with whom I disagree. These are truly awful people. These are ridiculously unscrupulous people. If you insist that I'm insane and that none of the things I'm saying could possibly be true, than you are a fool. We are experiencing an un-predictable future. We couldn't have predicted it, and now we can't believe it.


Jeb Bush publicly apologized for calling scientology a "weird little group". Scientology has a main headquarters in Clearwater, Florida, where Jeb Bush is governor. Jeb Bush is married to a Mexican woman and has a half Mexican son who's political aspirations are very clear.
His brother George Bush is President of the United States and illegal Mexican immigrants are being allowed to overpopulate this nation to a degree that has greatly reduced our overall quality of life and destroyed the economy entirely as far as poor Americans are concerned. No one's concerned about them. Believe me.

Scientology exploited the huricane katrina disaster by showing up and performing heroic gestures. Its wonderful that these people got help, (did they? Their rights are probably being stripped away by Scientology right now.), but getting help from Scientology is like Getting help from Ossama Bin Laden. Scientology may be the real Bin Laden. Scientology may be the reason that the president of the united states and F.E.M.A.were completely unprepared for a disaster that was forecast on everymajor news program well before it arrived. Another group of "heroes"that arrived on the scene were Mexicans. * Bronston corrected me. They were Mexican Soldiers! Mexican soldiers have not been on U.S. Soil since the 1800s.

Comedian George Lopez refferenced the heroism of these gallant Mexicans while onstage at comic releif 2006. After this he said nothing about the disaster, which the program was meant to raise money to provide relief for. He talked about immigration. He talked about why we should let Mexico have our country. "For four bucks an hour we not gone wash it too!" That four bucks an hour is sent right Back to mexico. That 4 dollars an hour is Mexico's #2 source of national income. That 4 dollars an hour belongs to an American worker who doesn't have a Job because Mexicans have invaded his country and robbed him of the right to work for minimum wage.


Minumum wage was created for a reason. Money is life and death. We don't have the space or economy to allow this to continue. This is an attack on America. I'm quite certain that George Lopez is a part of this Revolution. This is not a healthy Revolution. This is a terrorist attack. Scientology is a terrorist organization. Are my views really so irational? It's possible that my mind works too well. It's possible that you reader are affected in conspiracy in some way. Even advertising today is a form of soft mind control.


Religious assholes are always sure they know what's best for everyone. They tell people what to do all the time, and intelligent people don't listen to them. Maybe they've decided to make us listen. Don't let them in. Don't give them anything. Eventually they will eat each other.
Many years before this invasion, George Herbert Walker Bush was known to take long trips in Mexico looking for lawyers. He was head of the CIA before he was vice president to Reagan.

Film critic Roger Ebert was recently replaced (He's in the hospital) with a beautiful Hispanic woman who was clearly placed on the show for the purpose of advancing the political agenda of the George W. Bush administration. She gave thumbs down to an animated-fantasy because two of the ghastly villains were based on W and his father George Herbert Walker Bush.
She even went so far as to say with an expression of deluded condescension. "Can't we leave politics out of movies? Is this how these people feel about people who maybe have different political beliefs than they do!?" No! We can't afford to leave politics out of anything while we live in these conditions. They should base one of the ghastly villains on a vice President who shoots someone in the face. Everyone says it was an accident, but why? Look at this war profiteering ghoul and ask yourself its really safe to assume that someone being shot in the face was an accident. It isn't.

She also rated other films based on how well the writers, filmmakers and actors behaved according to an extreme right-wing Christian value system, with no consideration or appreciation for the artistry ,craft, storytelling, or how well the filmmakers communicated their own personal beliefs and ideas. Her co-host was clearly uncomfortable. Groucho Marx said that a paranoid man is a man with all the facts. I may not have all the facts just yet, but according to Groucho, I'm not paranoid either.

There's a lot going on here and it's got to do with Bushes, oil, Saudis (like Bin Laden, the guy who killed 3000 people on September 11th 2001. Anybody remember him? We should do something about that huh?), Globalization, Scientology, mind control/brainwashing, and Mexicans at the forefront of a complicated almost non-military invasion and take-over of the American power.

This is the poppy field where many liberals like me fall asleep forever. I say almost non-military, but I want to point out that this movement is fascist, exclusionary, violent to the point of barbarism, and completely intolerant of any people, ideas, or even abstract concepts that do not conform to a very narrow and rigid religious program. It is an attack. It is an invasion and it should be resisted and fought against like any other, perhaps even more so.
I'm talking about a truly non-military and preferably non violent resistance. It won't be easy though. We'll have to shut down those Trojan piñata bus lines that have smuggled millions of Mexicans across the border with the intended purpose of over-running America, and make them take those same Mexicans home at their own expense. Then we'll talk about how they pay the American people back. By the time the American people win a supreme court case against scientology there may be enough collective wealth for Black Americans to get something akin to 40 acres and Mullatto who ain't so crazy.

I was awakened by a chip being fired into me. If you can't believe that this kind of technology could exist and would be used on an art-school drop-out Hollywood pot head than by all means consider it a metaphor, because even if it were a metaphor it would be no less true.

I hate to have these ugly suspicions, certainties and half certainties within me. It's a filthy business from start to finish. It's hard to believe and I'm often tempted not to believe it myself, but the evidence is over-whelming. It's all over this blog. One such detail is the timing of my supposed breakdown coinciding with my progress on the screenplay about a character based on Cruise. I couldn't shut up about it.


They had me under surveillance. They saw my friends and I shooting another film which they might have mistaken for my Paul Roam movie. They had to do something about me right away and they did. There were lots of people that were pissed off at me when this happened. Most notably, every Mexican in Hollywood except for the folks at Tommy's on Hollywood and Bronson. We always got along didn't we?


Why me?
Because I was all alone all the time.
Because they had access to me while I slept.
Because they had keys to my apartment.
Because ZEK LIGHTNING's number 1 and don't you forget it!
"who?"
ZEK LIGHTNING! ME!


By the way:
To all the critics who reviewed my C.D. "Mirrors to heaven and back again."
I recorded that C.D. in the Shangri-lodge during a heat wave with a dead guy down the hall. I was surrounded by Scientologists. I don't know what they were up to back then but I did try to kill myself, and everything was an epic struggle.
I love that album. It's 100 percent non-theatrical and as I look back on it, I can say that I succeeded in creating music that could not be described as entertainment or even escapism, but none the less offers the listener a lot in exchange for his or her attention
These bastards have been in my way for so damn long that I haven't been able to get anything done. I'll be out performing new material soon. It won't be easy.

*Craig M.C. and the Delusions of ADEQUACY popped up on "Nancy's" friend list in the top 8 on her MYSPACE page almost immediately after I added this.

One of the great thinkers, I'm pretty sure it was Aristotle said that the quest for knowledge begins with admitting that you know nothing, or something to that effect.

Our President is conducting an illegal domestic program and he and his vice President refuse to tell congress. They refuse to tell the legislative branch of the government what they're doing with our rights. If congress isn't being told...then brother......we don't know a damn thing.


I'm not claiming to know anything except what happened to me, and even in that realm there are questions. There are weeks that I can't account for. There are 3 or more weeks of waking up in the morning as if I'd had a restless night going about each day as if nothing was wrong until strange people started hanging around my apartment and things became painful and frightening.


My friend pointed out that I'd been awake for weeks. I don't remember lying in bed all night for three weeks. I remember going to sleep and waking up. I went to the emergency room. I was experiencing sleep deprivation. If I hadn't come home, if my friend superman hadn't answered his phone I would have died. If I wasn't asleep during all those nights, then what was I doing. What was happening to me? Where was I? This where my answers lie.
I'm not saying that I know everything. I'm telling you what I do know. I'm asking for camaraderie, friendship and understanding.


I haven't been destroyed. My life is gone. My world is gone. I still have 3 friends. I'm not supposed to have any. I'm supposed to be dead, institutionalized, or serving protein-deficient cuisine at Tom and Katy's wedding. People are meant to think that I've seen too many films and read too many comics.


If this story is similar to comic book and movie plotlines, than this is done deliberately to discredit a person like me trying to state his case. "You saw that in a movie!"
No one can ever read too many comic books. It simply is not possible. Anyone doubting the medium should read Allan Moore's "V for Vendetta" in the open back of a pick up truck heading west on route 40 into downtown Baltimore. You will be able to look outside at the world from inside a comic book panel after this experience. It's all too real.


While I'm on the subject:


Sometime in 2003 or 2004 VICE magazine ran a racist joke involving a photo of a Black Hollywood street freak in a long black coat and sunglasses. The caption read : This is why black kids should not read comic books. That shit pissed me off then and I'm still mad. If the individual responsible would please step forward for a moment I have a message to you from me:

Fuck you! Compared to me you ARE the nigger. My father was a Black kid who read comics and by the time I was born they were stacked all the way to the ceiling. Classic late sixties early seventies marvel. These comics coincided with the civil rights movement. Professor X was based on MLK and Magneto was Malcolm X. This is all damn hip. This is why white-trash shouldn't write for major publications. I'd be willing to bet that the street freak in the photo had absolutely no knowledge of any war between the kree and the skrulls. Compared to me, you ARE the nigger.


God it feels good to get that off my chest. I'm so unbelievably tired and frustrated. I hate stupidity more than anything in the world. I'm surrounded by it, struggling against it, constantly, all day everyday. Something's got to give. That's enough for now. My legal name is Christian Walton. My real name is ZEK LIGHTNING and it has been since 1991. The only friend who calls me "Christian" is Superman. ZEK LIGHTNING is my name. I invented it. I earned it. I own it, and that's the truth.


I've never said this before in my life. I've never wanted to say it. I'm ashamed to say it. I AM PERFECTLY SANE. I may be eccentric. I may be Neurotic. I may be the biggest asshole on the planet. BUT I AM PERFECTLY SANE. WHAT HAPPENED TO ME WAS NOT SANE. What happened to me is very complicated. If this belief that there is a chip inside my body somewhere is the result of any psychosis, it is a deliberately induced psychosis brought about by bombardment with aural signals, sleep deprivation and whatever else these fuckers did to me.


I just remembered another person. A girl. A brunette. I overheard her whispering something to her boyfriend about setting me up to get evicted at the Cinerama dome on sunset Blvd.(a movie theatre.) I was already well into their experiment and must've been experiencing 2 and a half weeks of sleep deprivation at this point, though I didn't know this at the time. Anyway I got freaked out by what she whispered to her boyfriend (A Mexican) and left the theatre before the film (the exorcism of Emily rose) even started and she called the cops on her cell and had them circle me all the way back to my apartment as I walked home still holding an untouched bag of popcorn. I also spotted Vicente the meatball thief coming towards me moving south down either vine street or Gower. Bear in mind that I had no idea what has happening at this point, just that I didn't feel well. I knew something was wrong. I describe this event in greater detail in a piece of writing I've yet to make public. Anyway I realized later that day that the girl from the Cinerama dome either lived in the same building I did, or was staying there with her boyfriend. I saw her get out of a car and enter the building on Carlton way that evening. She was definitely involved. I would describe her as a fairly attractive Caucasian female with slightly in-bred features. High cheek-bones and prominent eyebrows. Skinny. She definitely knows something. 5922 Carlton way. I don't know her name.


1/2707 *I might as well make that piece of writing public now. I wrote this when I was convinced by others that what I'd experienced was a delusion or the result of a nervous breakdown. I was run out of Los Angeles again after being kicked out of my sailboat and cornered into getting another apartment owned by E.G.L. properties in a building just a few blocks south of my last one. 3 months later all hell is breaking loose just like in 2005, only this time I haven't been kept awake for weeks and the experience of leaving is a great deal more civilized.

I still haven't talked about me and Superman being marooned at the Knoxville Airport where I had to restrain myself with all my might from moving, speaking, singing and acting as if I were Dean Martin. When I exited the Plane I performed a Hollywood-style military salute to the flight staff in exactly the same manner as Dino in his "Hooooold it!" back and fourth with a valet in "Oceans 11"

Part of their experiment involved using my interests and hobbies to determine whatever it was they were trying to determine. After a certain point they were doing it just to amuse themselves. At different times they made me think that I was Dean Martin, Batman, or Daredevil, but not to the extent that they they were fully realized delusions of any kind. I woke up one morning feeling that I had supersonic hearing like daredevil. This is the morning after I was implanted with a chip. I felt like I had supersonic hearing because I could hear everyone and everything around me. This when I began to hear snatches of conversation. They were usually people talking about as if they were watching. The first voices I heard were definitely Mexicans speaking English.


I went crazy trying to figure out where these sounds were coming from. They were either transmitted via a chip that was implanted or simply aimed at my head from a short distance. This is called aural satellite something or other. I don't the technological details. This is the only thing other than an actual chip that could cause a person to believe that they were implanted.


I had A RAT PACK concert DVD that I played constantly. It was a Dismas house benefit T.V. special from the late sixties with Johnny Carson filling in for Joey Bishop. I played it all the time because it soothed me. I had comic books lying everywhere. These people were entering my apartment when I wasn't there, poisoning my food, Using my AOL Account, Deleting messages, and gathering information such as my checking account and social security numbers.


Anyway, as you read this, bear in mind that I had dismissed the idea of having a chip in my head when I wrote this. A smart young girl who read it mentioned how she had a hard time believing I could hear what the cops were saying as they circled me. What I was hearing may not have actually come from the cop car. They called the cops for sure, but they may have been transmitting snatches of conversation to make me think I could hear the cops. They really fucked up when they turned me into Batman. He's the worlds greatest detective. I woke up feeling as though I had a mystery to solve. I still do, but in many ways I have solved a great mystery.

I know exactly what happened to me and I know exactly who was responsible. As far as weather it was Mexicans or Scientologists, its Mexicans who happen to be Scientologists and Vice-Versa. Allan is in fact Caucasian. His son is Mexican.


As far as whether this is Mexican/scientologists or "Domestic Spying" as deemed humane and absolutely necessary by the bush administration. It has to be the Scientologists. I'm not a threat to the United States Government (at least I hope not.) , But I have witnessed occurrences that could hurt the Church of Scientology. I did curse at them whenever they handed me pamphlets. I did say "You're in a cult founded by a failed sci-fi writer to a Scientologist who asked me to sign a human rights document the day of a Fugees concert in Downtown Hollywood, and of course there's Carlos.2/5/07 *When I found out that the Mexicans who showed up to save the day along with Scientology during the hurricane katrina disaster were soldiers, I becan to see more clearly what was happening. Our Government has been breached.

Scientology is Domestic Spying. Scientology Is The war in Iraq. Scientology is responsible for the 911 terrorist attack. They have breached our Government. They can make anything happen now. We must remove them from our Government. All we need to do is replace them with all the good people that were driven out of the white house since Linda Trip shoveled the first bits of coal into the engine of a shit-train that carried us into this present day nightmare.


Sorry....here's the piece of writing. It needs to be tightened up a bit so please bear with us while we renovate. On with the Hollywood Renaissance. Read on:

(from 'Daybreak at bloom in the valley') *the voices are Mexicans speaking english.


"Yup he has a glass pipe in there!" "That's right that old lady called the cops on him!"
Can't afford to get arrested, which means I can't afford to waste any time. I hid my JAZZ in a plastic grocery bag filled with garbage in a corner of my kitchen on top of the trashcan, stuck my JAZZ pipe up and my ass and left the premises immediately.

Had to get my ass to nature, three blocks north to the Mount Hollywood road. I knew my way up and down the mountain backwards, even wild back roads that were a little bit dangerous. There are lots of patrol cars in Hollywood. I have no choice but to assume that they are already following me, waiting for justifiable cause for suspicion, which won't be hard since I haven't had a proper rest in so long.


Time for the acting exercises, they're all I've ever been taught after all. Loosen the Jaw. Release the tension. Turn your legs into wheels by way of uncle Artie's kinesthetic visualization. Initiate from the center and spread your arms to allow your lungs to take in more air. Keep the walk a natural walk. See that officers, I'm a disciplined artist taking a brake in the park. Hiking is great exercise for those of us who must always be responsible and alert. My first trick was to turn the port-a-potty in the park parking lot into my tar baby by entering and remaining inside too briefly to have done anything but drop my pipe into a pool of blue sewage. They would look for it while I ascended the mountain faster than anyone could follow me, slipped the JAZZ pipe into a snake hole and covered it up with dirt until it was even with the rest of the ground. It was gone.

The procedure had taken about six seconds. They had missed it. I was still being watched and they were waiting. I was halfway up the mountain when their frustration began to show.


"He always walks like he has a crack-pipe up his ass!"

"He knows something's wrong."

"I'll bet right now he thinks he's the ultimate secret agent."


That's right asshole. I'm a secret agent with supersonic hearing. I'm also the world's greatest detective. I thought I was hearing voices in my head for a while, but I'm actually hearing other people. According to the Internet, supersonic hearing doesn't even exist. I need to get grounded.

I've taken this hike a million times and in the process fulfilled the wishes of every big titty bartender in Hollywood, not to mention all da high falutin Jew broads who wouldn't gimme da time a day back in high-school. It was a high road to enlightenment and a solid tactile reassurance of almost everything that made life worth living. I even exchange such greetings as "Hello" and "Good morning" with fellow hikers. Something about loving the mountains and trees makes folk vote democrat, least it seems that way ta me. Anyhow we all gets along on the mountain here.

Not today. I'm being fucked with something serious and I trust absolutely no one. I tried to convince myself that I was paranoid and went out to see a film. There was a neighbor at the Cinerama dome with her boyfriend a few rows down from me. She identified me to her boyfriend and began to whisper. I could hear her! Something she said was drowned out by the laughter of some fat Linda Tripp a few seats over. But I discerned. "…Get him kicked out. ………Until he figures it out"


I got up immediately and mechanically placed popcorn kernels into my mouth as I walked briskly down the carpeted stairs and past a flustered usher. I heard her say "Oh shit!" as she pulled out her cell phone.


The police cruiser pulled up beside me immediately as I exited the theatre, eating popcorn as though I was shoveling coal into the belly of a locomotive. I could hear the police officers as they drove by. I had to get home. I didn't feel right. I was tired. Something was wrong. The cops drove by a second time and I looked directly into the eyes of the officer in the passenger side. I know that I know that you know that I know officer. I'm nuts but I'm not going to bother anyone. Leave me alone…please leave me alone. "-Well now he's getting hostile!" I heard. It's amazing what I'm able to hear.

When they drove by a third time I knew they'd follow me home and then knock on my door asking questions.


"Fuck you ass-crackin monkeys. Compared to me officers, you are the God-damn niggers and you'll never get me." I spoke softly as if humming a song to myself.


They heard me.


If I'm going to collapse, and I feel like I might, I'm gonna do it on the beach in Malibu. Using all of my Acting exercises, I sat down on a bus stop bench using the same mannerisms and gestures I've observed in well adjusted human beings and people with jobs, continuing to eat popcorn as I reached into my right pocket for a dollar 25. The cops drove by again. "-Looking for bus money" I hear this time.

Sure enough they were back after another four minutes and 25 seconds. When they drove by for the fifth time I knew they'd given up. Not because I'd fooled them into believing that I was a well adjusted human being who posed no danger to himself or others, but because they got the message. I know that they know that I know, and now they know that. They also know I'll sit here until I know they are gone, or I'll take the bus when it comes and leave their jurisdiction. Now that the dialogue was complete, it was safe to get up and go home.



( I added this part as a note to myself. Might as well include it.)



I may have stumbled onto a secret network of Mexican immigrant scientologists who joined the church after answering an add that said, "now hiring". They were tested and put to work as peons in the fake bookstores and recruitment centers. The church set them up in cheap apartment complexes all over Hollywood and brainwashed them to brainwash other people. They watch people, follow people, and study patterns. When they have enough information they begin the process of sleep deprivation by gathering outside the Target's apartment. Working in shifts to bang on the walls every ten to twenty minutes and keep the freak awake until they break his spirit. Etc.