PROOF OF HARASSMENT BY DOMESTIC SPYING

**ALRIGHT GOD DAMNIT! THIS REALLY PISSES ME OFF!!! I'VE BEEN DOING EVERYTHING I CAN FOR THE LAST 3 YEARS TO DRAW ATTENTION TO A THREAT THAT COULD DESTROY THE UNITED STATES OF AMERICA.

I'VE NOTIFIED THE F.B.I. AND LOCAL POLICE DEPARTMENTS...WHICH IS EXACTLY WHAT I'M SUPPOSED TO DO ACCORDING TO EVERYTHING THAT I'VE BEEN TAUGHT TO BELIEVE SINCE I WAS A CHILD.

NOT ONLY ARE THEY NOT RESPONDING.....NOT ONLY ARE THEY NOT ENFORCING LAWS THAT WERE DESIGNED TO PROTECT ME OR HONORING THE CONSITUTION...

THEY ARE HARASSING ME AND THREATENING ME.

SA 0272 AND SA 0270 WERE THE LISCENCE PLATES OF 2 UNMARKED POLICE VEHICLES AIMING HIGH BEAMS AT MY FUCKING WINDOW FROM THE PARKING LOT OF A CHURCH (RUN BY THE PASTOR WHO HAS ILLEGALLY REMOVED OUR PROPERTY MARKERS AND FOLLOWED ME AROUND HARFORD COUNTY ON MORE THAN ONE OCCASION)

.....TO DRIVE ME INTO A FUCKING RAGE BECAUSE I'M DOING EVERYTHING A CIVILIZED PERSON CAN DO TO PROTECT HIS COUNTRY AND HIS FAMILY.

I KNOW THEY WERE UNMARKED POLICE CARS BECAUSE REGULAR HARFORD COUNTY POLICE CARS HAVE THE SAME KIND OF PLATES BUT WITH THE LETTER "B" INSTEAD OF "S".

COMBINE THAT WITH THE FACT THAT WHEN I RETURNED HOME FROM LOS ANGELES LAST AUGUST AFTER BEING TORTURED AND THREATENED BY HUGO ARMSTRONG ( WHO REVEALED HIMSELF TO BE ONE OF THE INDIVIDUALS RESPONSIBLE FOR THE INCIDENT THAT SENT ME SCREAMING TO THE EMERGENCY ROOM IN 2005).....

...THIS OFFICER (PICTURED ABOVE) SENT THIS IMAGE TO MY FUCKING CELL PHONE..... WITH NO EXPLANATION!!!!!

WHY?!!! WHAT POSSIBLE JUSTIFICATION COULD THERE POSSIBLEY BE FOR HARASSING ME LIKE THIS!??? IN WHAT WAY IS THIS ANYTHING BUT A COMPLETE AND TOTAL VIOLATION OF MY CIVIL AND CONSTITUTIONAL RIGHTS!!!!!????? IN WHAT WAY IS THIS ANYTHING BUT ABSOLUTE PROOF THAT INDIVIDUALS WITHIN OUR POLICE DEPARTMENTS ARE ATTACKING AND HARASSING INNOCENT AMERICAN PEOPLE!!!!!!!!!!!

ARE YOU TELLING ME THAT MY COUNTRY IS DEAD!!?

BECAUSE IF IT ISN'T DEAD...AND IT CAN'T BE...BECAUSE IF THE COUNTRY DIES THAN THESE BASTARDS DIE TOO......THAN I HAVE FUCKING RIGHTS!!!

-AND AS AN AMERICAN I DEMAND THEY BE RESPECTED.

KILL ME NOW.......BECAUSE AS SOON AS I GET THE HELL OUT OF THIS FUCKING HOUSE WITH MY TIRED OLD OBLIVIOUS PARENTS...

..I WILL PRESS CHARGES.

THESE PEOPLE NEED TO GO TO JAIL. THESE PEOPLE SHOULD BE AFRAID...BECAUSE AMERICA LIVES.

THEIR JOB IS TO PROTECT THE CITIZENS OF THIS COUNTRY!!! NOT ONLY HAVE THEY FAILED US..BUT THEY HAVE BROKEN THE LAW!!!

I'VE HAD IT. KISS MY ASS. YOU WILL BE HELD ACCOUNTABLE. THE SUPPREME COURT REFUSES TO HEAR DOMESTIC SPYING CASES BECAUSE THE INDIVIDUALS RESPONSIBLE CANNOT PROVE THAT THEY'VE BEEN SPIED ON.

I CAN PROVE IT!!!!!!

WHAT IS THIS IF NOT ABSOLUTE FUCKING PROOF?!!

AT THE VERY LEAST I DESERVE AN EXPLANATION.....AND IT BETTER BE DAMN GOOD.

FUCK THIS SHIT. THIS IS AMERICA!!!!

EXPLAIN YOURSELVES MOTHERFUCKERS....ON BEHALF OF MY FELLOW AMERICANS, I DEMAND AN EXPLANATION!!!!

may 12th 08:

The most unbearable aspect of this nightmare is ultimately not the way your civil rights have been violated, the relentless chatter of people you don’t like fired into your skull 24 hours a day or whatever physical pain and difficulties arise as a result of this experience.

Ultimately what is most unbearable is being forced to endure the judgments, criticisms, dismissal and blame of individuals who are too narrow minded and stupid to realize that the ability to rationally understand and explain what is extraordinary and difficult to imagine is precisely that which separates intelligence from stupidity, and the very reason that an individual who makes a serious effort to do so should be heard and respected…

…..as opposed to those who are incapable of understanding any extraordinary truths being able to decide who is and is not sane.

Among the worst offenders are psychiatrists who got their degrees by going through the motions and accepting whatever they were taught, as they passively filled in the bubbles with a number 2 pencil, receiving information without scrutiny, questions, or even disagreement.

These are the idiots we should all be worried about.

These are the idiots who make our lives impossible.


That’s what I can’t stand.

It makes me angry.

Anger is always mistaken for hatred.

Hateful people are despised and abandoned.

That is the ultimate slight, the greatest injustice and the most damnable shame.

To hell with all the idiots.

For me….the world has ended.

All I hope for now is solitude and peace amidst the ruin.

Gimme gage and go away.

Don’t ever tell me what to do.

I’ve worked as hard as all the chumps and I have earned a looooooooooooooong vacation.

Oh yeah…There’s another gifted mulatto out there, and he’s running for President.

VOTE FOR OBAMA IN 2008! I believe in him. That is all.

6/26/08* Another reoccuring problem faced by individuals who have been tortured with covert harassment is that they appear to have "delusions of granduer". One way in which this cliche could be applied to my situation is my insistence that various Hollywood properties were inspired by me or things that i've written. Wehter you can believe it or not...it isn't far fetched. If you can imagine a freakish illuminati (scientology/church of religious science/LDS) that has infiltrated goverment and employment markets, you can imagine that they would do the same to the entertainment industry.

Having said that......I've been getting the feeling recently that the last 2 Will Smith projects are either inspired by me, designed to appeal to me, or someone's atempt to steal my soul and market me for their own personal gain.

They will never get it right. Will Smith and Will Ferell are both eually incapable of capturing me. That's not the part I'm worried about.

What I'm more concerned about is people meeting me down the road and thinking that I in fact have been influenced by this lame ass shit that was actually taken from other peoples observations of me.

Therefore....I wish to state at this time that I hate Will Smith. I cannot fucking stand Will Smith. He is a bad Axel Foley impersonation shoved in peoples faces whenever they go to a movie theatre or turn on thier televisions.

As a pre-teen I loved "Parents just don't understand." Much love to Jazzy Jeff. I enjoyed "Men In Black".

....But that's it. Will Smith is just another top grossing pain in the ass hack.

His perfromances are insufferable.

I just want to state my case for the record...before one of the nazi cracker gangstalkers yells "He thinks he's hancock" the next time I explain that I don't give a rat damn what anyone thinks.

I've said this many times, and it's clearly been rephrazed and used as tagline for another upcoming Will Smith hack Job.

The fact is that I would be more accurately depicted by a white actor in black face, or Dwayne (the rock) Johnson in a fat suit.

You'll never get it right.

It's all too complicated.

In order to truly capture it...you'd have to understand it, and in order to understand it....you'd have to be it....and in order to be "it" you'd have to be me.

Without the real ZEK LIGHTNING..... You're bullshit will never work.

"Ahhh heard what charles said but'choo missed his point! He wasn't givin you a liscence to ack a fool! He was callin for parents to git involved." Jada Pinkett Smith 1997

Scientology is a cult founded by a failed impotent sci fi writer who endorsed apartied. Anyone involved with them is a loser. Anyone working on thier behalf is an idiot. Yes Mr. and Mrs Smith.....I'm talking to you.

9/23/08* e-mail to my freind with most "most important epiphany of the new millenium" in the subject header:

Rabb......Listen carefully....What I was going through when I sent you that last e-mail was thier last desperate attempt to permenantly end my correspondence with you........... Because I've been getting closer to the center of this mystery everyday since they hit me with it. All of our problems are caused by...... BALTIMORE SCHOOL FOR THE ARTS Check it out....what was I doing when I left L.A.? Auditioning and even working. (1 legtitimate paying gig. Ifilms.) Anyway......I was so invigorated that I sent an e-mail to good ole Donald Hicken....telling him not to forget about me....just wanting to let the people who helped me to become a true actor know that I still was one etc. It all started that week. The gang stalking. the police following me everywhere. the people hanging around outside my apartment keeping me up all night. You know me right...I remember things. I remember everything...and I never imagine anything I didn't remember.I was hearing all the way to the airport when i left in 2005..."Is that him? ""is that the whistleblower?" "I feel sorry for him if he thinks he's Dean martin." " I feel so bad for his family" these were not sounds blasted into my skull. These were people talking within very short distances, and visible. Hugo later told me that He didn't hear anyone saying these things......because of course he wanted me to think that I imagined all of this...because he's in on it. Why do you think so many of our girls were NSA daughters? You certainly don't get that at any other Baltimore city public school.......... Out of everyone I have reason to suspect...the one individual I can Identify is Hugo Armstrong...Who has removed all doubt. How do I know Hugo Armstrong?Why was he my roomate?Spy. Surveilance. Remember when Hugo, Dan ,Matt kirk and Scott fitzgerald came to Braeside Road? Yup.Why would Hugo tell me about his childhood in Church of religous science? So that when I figured this out I would focus on this group and not think about where all this started.....BALTIMORE SCHOOL FOR THE ARTS. WAYNE KING. Why do you need a scary motherfucker like that at a performing arts High school where the security guard is asleep at his desk while students come and go freely? Why did the academic deam have anything to do with the Arts curriculum? David Simon had no fucking clue. I love that old man.WHO'S WAYNE KING THERE TO IDENTIFY AND SINGLE OUT? ME! People like me. Why the harsh judgement? Typically this would mean i had offended some religious asshole but there's a definate race angle here... 2-pac shakur gets popped. They feed us that Charles dutton mafia limo driver story.What Dan and Hugo put me through was not only to threaten me......They were trying to get me to think that every white person in America is a part of this conspiracy....Which is impossible for me to believe...mainly because I myself am half white...My mother's white...my families white......It's fucking ridiculous. They even tried to implicate you. As they threatened me Hugo said "Have faith...that guy loves you" .Implying that you were involved. He told me that his landlord was a jewish private detective...and Dan wore a Park City t-shirt to make me think it might be the mormoms. he talked about how much he loved mormons etc. Then there's the job I had in 06...Where I met my dreamgirl Allison Marie Dower...Who isn't involved....but was chosen specifically to appeal to my taste in women. An ultra curvy and voluptuous irish girl who looks like a Jew broad "Everyone says that! It's because ofmy nose!"...also an Actress. Just like the women I knew when my contact with the world was severed.They used her to keep me there........knowing I quit every day job after a few months Anyway...I became manager of that office. I was interviewing people to train. they got me to do it by saying I'd get a percentage of the room....Some asshole comes in. he's insulting me in all kinds of ways...I ignore this because he's going to work for me. I hire him. A kind religious black lady takes me aside after he leaves and says.."Let's walk...she tells me "He's been trained..and other things." The goal is to get me to to do what? Hate white people. Why?...because they want to seperate me entirely from white society Why? Because I'm half black....and left to my own devices..I have far too much influence. The assholes who's voices I hear said (before august when I fouund this to be true) that the first thing Hugo noticed about me was that i had the ability to make people forget that they were talking to a black person. Now you may say ZEK...You have no influence. No.....not now. Not anymore. Not after all they've done to destroy me. to insure that I failed ever step of the way. Not after convincing everyone but me that I'm not the most talented son of a bitch on the planet. SAN SERAC is a similar name to ZEK LIGHTNING......and it kind of makes me feel like I was the Cab Calloway to your Dan ackroyd and John Belushi....You've seen blues brothers right? Anyway...my point is...I used to be the man. I used to have the coolest friends in the world. People like you..Tobias and John actually used to call me to see what was up...because we were good friends...all in this together. They wiped us out. they destroyed all of that. Who else went to Baltimore School for the arts?Tracie Thoms. She's Succesful. Jada Pinkett Smith. She's succesful. These Black folk stick to their own kind....and neither of them has a white parent. That's one difference between me and them. Another difference. They can be brainwashed and conditioned. That's what Scientology does. It conditions black people so that they have all the same ridiculous values as.........................THE MAN. The Minute BALTIMORE SCHOOL FOR THE ARTS found out that the hands down most gifted motherfucker in the history of thier Theatre department (come on...who'm I up against here? Simon Taylor) is relentlessly auditioning...but not conditioned by THE MAN..... They imediately went to work on me. Hugo implied that if I went along with them i'd have money and great gage like the kind we smoked with the guy who voiced the three little pigs in shreck. Hugo showed me how nice his was....saying that we too could have this dream...if i go along with them. What does it mean to go along with them? It means I let them condition me.What was the point of having a white rapper challenge me to a showdown in a restaraunt? Maybe to get me to act all brotha man and embarass myself in public. I took care of that M.c. without even raising my voice. My shit came out like William Shatner in that mothefucker. What else happened around the time of my swift departure...I parted company with Liz and Erin? Why? Because I was finally trying to do something with my life and they told me I couldn't. Erin said.."You're not an actor..you couldn't do the movement part!" HUUUH? Uhhhh no...See... I'm an actor. I can do anything, You don't understand that because your some average moron from Misoura. That was the last time I ever hung out with them. I won't waste a minute of my time with anyone that tries to stop me from doing what I was always meant to do....So I just stopped hanging out with them. SPIES. Who came to get me? LIZ. Who dropped me off at the Shangri Lodge right in front of the SCIENTOLOGY CELEBRITY CENTRE on tamarind. LIZ. Who did I run into when NAT RABB and I began work on an album?PANDORA YOUNG.What did she cause me to do?Attempt scuicide.What did she when I survived it?Abandon me. Who showed up later...when for the first time since trying to kill myself i was gainfully employed?PANDORA YOUNG.What did I do when I saw her? I turned my back and walked away.Other people from Cal Arts start showing up at the store. i get invited to Rainbows Halloween party. (by one of her roomates.) it's cool but a little awkward. Andy Hoppers there. He's abrasive. he's a dick. There's wierd tension. No communication whatsoever between Cal Arts and non Cal Arts people. Weird scene. Life gets tough. I never get to use the laundry room at the shangri lodge. I have trouble keeping my clothes clean. The iranian who runs the store takes me aside and talks to me about it. Next thing i know I'm being forced to wear colors other than black. It's awful for me. It isn't right. I lose my hat. I grab one from the store. Leather hat. Looks a little gay...but fits my head. I figure I can pull it off. Women like gay men, and I don't care what anyone thinks.......at least it's black.........Pandora Young sightings abound. She even walks into a movie theatre and sits right next to me. She's with a gay friend. we don't say a word. i get up and leave as the picture ends. (ROYAL TANNENBAUMS) SHe also sat behind me when I went to see Nurse Betty. Los feliz 3 on vermont. Small theatre. I'm angry. I can't sleepl. I leave the shangri lodge and move into a building at 1600 Bronson. My neighbors are all poor Mexicans who stand outside Home Depot. they hate my guts. They follow me around. Vicente the Meatball thief follows me to work and tries to force me to get him a job. The owner won't hire him. I turn him over to a mexcan co worker who can speak spanish too him. No dice. I get Blamed. Vicente is up my ass like a motherfucker. Hugo shows up at the store with a John Holmes mustache. he gives me a hug....which combined with my hat makes everyone think I'm gay. they treat me like shit until I quit. All downhill from here.The album fails. the show is a disaster.You tell me that my next album better be some kind of sprawling work.Alex Holden says that FROG MAN JAKE isn't a real label because you have people like me on it. All of a sudden I can't write a song to save my ass. Everything I send you is terrible. The next 2 years are pure hell. People constantly inspecting my apartment...among them an uptight jew in a yamulke....who tells me that he plans to inspect my apartment when i'm not there. constantly being followed and interrogated by mexicans. i start to hate them. they won't leave me alone...and the longer it goes on the more hateful i become. I eventually get of there and move into a nice place on the cross street to Bronson.... Carlton way. You ask me to put a track together for a frog man jake showcase. I write and record "Me and my holograms." The most technical thing I've ever done all by myself. My take on electronica...or ZEKTRONICA....as you suggested. They go to work on me right after that. I can't sleep..I'm being followed. Can't write. everytime I pick up my guitar it's out of tune. I never understand why I can't play....somethings wrong with me. Job Hopping. Factor Direct. Professional fundraiser for both liberal and conservative organizations....DNC KERRY FOR PRESIDENT CAMPAIGN..AND THE FUCKING HERITAGE FOUNDATION. I eventually Quit factor direct. Too many people trying to force themselves into my life. Too many people trying to get me fired. too many people watching me. too many people complaining about me. I turn 30. I remember that I'm an actor. My grandfather dies. I don't go to the funeral...because I didn't find it neccessary. i said goodbye to my Grandfather by the william mulholland memorial fountain on los feliz boulevard. This is where I send Donald Hicken the e-mail.HUGO turns up around this time. right after I parted ways with Liz and erin. We start hanging out. We make A short zombie flick with Cosmo segurson. Hugo asks me to be in a movie he and Dan want to make...called bike thief.Torture. Strange sicknesses. Disturbing dreams. I audition. I perform at the Comedy store... It was on the beach in malibu where we made the zombie movie that I get the idea to write a screenplay about a character based on Tom Cruise named Paul roam. This is around the time of the couch jumping.we begin shooting Bike thief......which is a strange and physically demanding short film that involves me and Hugo running around in intense heat all day everyday until we nearly die. After my second performance at the comedy store all hell breaks loose. I wake up hearing voices. I hear voices all thruogh the shooting of bike thief. never enough takes. up and down a mountain. working to exhaustion. I get a gig making fifteen bucks an hour dancing around in an apple suit for organic to go. The Gangstalking, police cars, people outside my window...people criticising me in public for no reason. People taking pictures of me in the Hollywood and vine subway station. The neighbors become hostile. they stand outside Chanting things..even while I sleep. next thing you know I'm the phone telling you about my neighbors. You say you're sorry I'm in a bad movie. ....i start to figure out what they're doing. I feel ill. My food's been poisoned. The people on the balcony are talking about how much I masterbate...naming the porn dvd..indicating that they've been in my apartment. It hits me that I'm serious trouble. i call the police. They don't even come. When they do come...They're drunk...and they tell me that there's no law against someone standing outside and talking..... I make the connection. It's the scientologists. I know I'm in danger. I've gotta get the hell out here.My family says it's just a nervous breakdown.At 3:00 am I call HUGO. He answers. "You need to come get me." CODY HENDERSON won't let me stay there, and I couldn't go back to my apartment......so i had no choice but to go live my parents. You know the rest by now don't you? You should.... Because I don't think you're in on it....and you've got people in your life...(I've been saying this to you for the last 2 years)...who like Hugo....are spies. Thier job is to condition you......when You're conditioned....you'll be a success. So basicaly...You'll never make it until you've let them make you into a complete asshole. HUGO,LIZ, AND EVEN GUS SEYYFERT GOT WORK IMEDIATLEY AFTER THEY GOT ME OUT OF LOS ANGELES. I can seee that you're still Nat Rabb...But you're not the same guy you were before 2005. They have done some work on you. they have altered your thinking. They have gotten rid of me. This will be my last epihany for a while. I scoured my hiding places and found enough gage to smoke one last bowl. This is why marijuana is Illegal. It's all well and good for idiots to smoke. it's all well and good for connected members of the establishment to smoke........... But they don't want people like me having epiphanies. Scientology calls people who resist it suppresive people. They say that suppesive people are 1 percent of the population. Yeah. You know why I'm one percent of the population? Cause I'm a fucking genius.......And now I understand everything. OUR PROBLEMS ALL BEGAN WITH BALTIMORE SCHOOL FOR THE ARTS. THEY HAVE BEEN TRYING TO STOP ME EVER SINCE I LEFT CAL ARTS.......BECAUSE ONCE I LEFT THE PROGRAM..I COULDN'T BE BRAINWASHED. THAT'S WHY HUGO'S BRAINWASHED!!!!!!!!!!! THAT'S WHY JOHANNA'S BRAINWASHED!!!!!!!!NO ONE GETS ANYWHERE IN TERMS OF SUCCESS UNTIL THEY KNOW THEY'VE GOT YOU!!! DON'T LET THEM GET YOU. I'M TIRED MAN........LET ME KNOW YOU GOT THIS. TOBIAS OLSON? I'm thinking yes. He fucked up everything we ever tried to do. Born in Long Beach. Grew up in lots of different places. Told me to keep my mouth shut. Called John and tried to convince him that he shouldn't listen to me....I'm still not sure about him. Maybe I never will be.So now that'cha know you're dumb ass is brainwashed.....Smoke some w___D!!!! The founding fathers had that shit growing all over the fucking place. that's why we have a fucking democracy! They had good Ideas! It's good for You! It's a god damn gift from mother nature!!Shit...if everyone in America were like me...Prohibition would be impossible. It's inhumane. Fuck these people.